Be me

Avoid alimony by taking whatever illegal things she is doing “drugs, piracy, drinking and driving” by arranging for her to get caught. If you somehow dont have dirt on your own wife you can hire a private eye. No matter what you can find a way to make the court believe shes awful and grant her nothing. Everyone is dirty.

The person you are in love with, do they know? Are you in contact with them? If so how do they feel?

To simplify the situation, it's best described as a one-way affection. She knows. We're kind of in contact. She was my highschool sweetheart. There was something there once, but not really anymore. Part of the suicidal thoughts is that even if I wasn't in this marriage, the one I want is still not going to be with me.

how do you know she isn't getting dicked down?

I dont care if shes getting dicked down

This entire thread is filled with morons who made bad decisions and are either stuck in fruitless relationships or have been in one and are now emotionally fucked. You fuckers are making the new generation into cucks, you know that right?

This is some sad pathetic shit

That sucks, I know how you feel, I could not get over my childhood sweetheart, we lost touch for 30 years, 3 marriages later we are back in touch and it is like nothing has happened, after all this lockdown is over we are leaving our partners and we are going to see where it goes. Don’t give up, if you are meant to be together you will find a way

That's what happens when you marry so fucking young, dumbass.

Follow up on my “I dont care” response to your question. What are you a child?

“Oh no, she touched another penis! It was inside her! Shes forever dirty now!”

Just get a divorce wtf