I really want to suck someone off but I'm too scared to meet up with anyone. I'm 5'5", 120lbs, and 19...

Apps mostly. Don't have much experience with them myself but from what I've heard so long as you're young and especially if you have a small frame like yours then you wouldn't even have to put up photos. Gays are huge sluts for the most part and they'll take the chance on messaging you even if the odds of actually getting their dick sucked by a profile with no photos and no description is low.

Man it's 2020. If you want to try it out then just do it. No one will find out that you don't tell and as far as I'm concerned you're allowed to try things. High school girls do all sorts of gay shit together and no one looks at it twice as anything other than hormones or experimenting so there's nothing weird about you experimenting either.

Some dudes enjoy it but you should pick someone comfortable.
Like if you can lay around on their lap all day and really like it it'll all work out

Giving a blowjob can be a lot of fun even no matter what your orientation is so long as you have at least a small sub streak.

Since you're small looking for a big guy I'd say you're probably fine.

Being gay is a sin OP.

Just do an under stall bj

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Disagree. I've never really felt real physical and definitely not romantic feelings towards men but I've had some fun sex with them. I couldn't top one though.

Anyway OP, be safe and have fun. A big regret of mine was not starting when I was your age. If you try it and it's not your thing, oh well. Know what they call a dude who sucked one dick? Nothing, because no one knows.

>Like if you can lay around on their lap all day and really like it it'll all work out
I agree with this user. Get Grindr or something similar and make an profile with basic info. Age, weight, build and what your looking for. For your first time, dont do the BJ in the car thing. I would recommend picking someone who can host that you can get along with. So you can take your time and get to enjoy what your doing. If you arent in it to tease and please the person attached to that dick your sucking, things wont go well. For either you or him. Its about giving to that person as well as enjoying the powerful cock in your mouth at the same time.

>Go to a truckstop bathroom
>Pick any number written in the bathroom stalls

Don't let them take pictures