I really want to suck someone off but I'm too scared to meet up with anyone. I'm 5'5", 120lbs, and 19...

Apps mostly. Don't have much experience with them myself but from what I've heard so long as you're young and especially if you have a small frame like yours then you wouldn't even have to put up photos. Gays are huge sluts for the most part and they'll take the chance on messaging you even if the odds of actually getting their dick sucked by a profile with no photos and no description is low.

Man it's 2020. If you want to try it out then just do it. No one will find out that you don't tell and as far as I'm concerned you're allowed to try things. High school girls do all sorts of gay shit together and no one looks at it twice as anything other than hormones or experimenting so there's nothing weird about you experimenting either.

Some dudes enjoy it but you should pick someone comfortable.
Like if you can lay around on their lap all day and really like it it'll all work out

Giving a blowjob can be a lot of fun even no matter what your orientation is so long as you have at least a small sub streak.

Since you're small looking for a big guy I'd say you're probably fine.

Being gay is a sin OP.

Just do an under stall bj

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Disagree. I've never really felt real physical and definitely not romantic feelings towards men but I've had some fun sex with them. I couldn't top one though.

Anyway OP, be safe and have fun. A big regret of mine was not starting when I was your age. If you try it and it's not your thing, oh well. Know what they call a dude who sucked one dick? Nothing, because no one knows.

>Like if you can lay around on their lap all day and really like it it'll all work out
I agree with this user. Get Grindr or something similar and make an profile with basic info. Age, weight, build and what your looking for. For your first time, dont do the BJ in the car thing. I would recommend picking someone who can host that you can get along with. So you can take your time and get to enjoy what your doing. If you arent in it to tease and please the person attached to that dick your sucking, things wont go well. For either you or him. Its about giving to that person as well as enjoying the powerful cock in your mouth at the same time.

>Go to a truckstop bathroom
>Pick any number written in the bathroom stalls

Don't let them take pictures

country?

God knows. And He’s the most important.

I'm not physically or romantically interested in men either but I have to admit the sex took some getting used to before it started to be fun and feel good. Had to let go of my own shame of wanting to try stuff out, had to get comfortable with the idea, all that. Dick in the ass feels incredible and I don't mind admitting that now but it did take several attempts to get to that point.

Then why didn’t you find a girl that was also into anal play?

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Seriously this guy knows what's up.
People are gross, don't suck a gross dick.
It might not be laying on a lap all day but it'll be something you want at least.
>For the record laying on someones lap all day and being spoiled feels great

I did, and it's different.

Getting pegged doesn't feel the same or have the same impact. The girl is doing it for your benefit, dildos don't feel like real dicks, girls are weaker and more timid than guys. A whole bunch of reasons, including some mental ones. Sex with a real dick is vastly more enjoyable.

I'm happy to keep the camps separate. I date women and I love them and I enjoy regular sex with them. Sometimes in between girls I will choke on the odd dick.

My first time I thought was fine, but nothing I'd probably ever do again. And then like two weeks later I needed dick again.

I think the shame of it all sorta played into it for me. You're in weird positions, you're in a submissive and vulnerable position which most guys spending their lives avoiding anything vulnerable. And you go from that shame and awkwardness to a guy taking advantage of it and loving it. It's amazing on a mental level. I like it physically too, but dildos just don't compare.

I'm with a long term girlfriend now and I miss fooling around with guys so much. She knows I had a bi past but she doesn't really know the full extent to it.

If I had a big enough dick I'd nail the hell out of you.

Gay sex especially as a bottom is a bit like learning to enjoy beer when you're a kid taking secret sips.

It's an acquired taste, you kind of need to understand what it is about beer that tastes good before you can start to enjoy it. Like you said, being vulnerable and submissive and enjoying it are things that most guys can't really get into and aren't willing to try. I had to learn to understand just what it was about submitting that was enjoyable before I could start to actually like it.

I'm BUT big dicks are really a little overrated. I've done it, it was amazing in some ways, but I'd go for the average guy 9 times out of 10. Maybe 7 times out of 10. You get to have more fun sucking on an average dick, you don't have that awkward, wincing five minutes when he first sticks it in, there's no internal wishing he'd just cum already. Like, an average guy can fuck the hell out of me and go as long as he wants. Had a BBC, probably a legit 8 inches, go to town 30 minutes in me once. Minutes 10-15 were bliss.

>30 minutes in me once. Minutes 10-15 were bliss.
10 minutes of bliss and 20 of pain sounds better than 30 of boredom. Perhaps I'm just a masochist though.

For my money I'd go high side of average. Most enjoyable experiences I've ever had were with a guy who was a legit 7" and reasonably girthy, and he was happy to just go and go until I said I'd had enough. Longest ever was about 45 mins of actual penetration and my dick still twitches to think about it.

>wincing five minutes
Kind of my favourite bit desu, you can feel your ass stretching and it's a mix of pleasure and pain and as you go slow you get used to it and suddenly you're 5 minutes in taking it like a champ when you were pretty sure you were going to have to call it quits just 30 seconds ago.

where abouts are you?

The Netherlands