Who's drunk and isolated too?

wow im sorry u have to put up with that. At least in sweden there is no panic yet.

why did you start doing cocaine

no one here is a fuck up yet

Do some real drugs then. Buy som molly or cocain and drink and feel fine

because its fucking awesome. But as a said im worried i dint want to get addicted i only want to do it on weekends. So i have to stop on monday befire its to late

Yes, you still have hope left. Don't succumb to drugs or alcohol even if it seems like the best option at that time. Believe me, once you're in, you won't get out so easy.
Keep in mind, take care of your gf or someone else will do it.

You see the shit of the world every day, just like I used to see. You know we are lost.

Me too, I hope I won't be an alcohol or weed addict when this is over. I've never smoked and drank so much before in my life. Not alone.

This.
The same shit I've told myself.

It not good for the long term, you're setting yourself up for a bad time

I feel you Yas Forumsro. Ive never done this much coke before. I dont even get high now i only do it becasue im bored. Yu and me just have to hang in there and hope this is over in a couple months.

I feel you

Yes, I absolutely know that. but soon this months paychecj is gone so i have too wait so that good