Who's drunk and isolated too?

Who's drunk and isolated too?
Since the lockdown I'm drinking and smoking weed all day. Nothing else to do since I'm on vacation for a month.
How are you doing anons? Are you as lonely and suicidal as me?
It always like this for me, long before all those fucking normies cried about there "loneliness".
They don't know how that feels. But you do b/ros.
Tell us what you do and feel. We have to be there for each other, don't we?

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That's cool, I guess? Im getting drunk and cut my arm again. I'm a 32 year old fuck up wh can't do anything.

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why do you cut ?
besides if your getting drunk means that you have enough money for alcohol , so you can do something

Because I wanted to feel something. But it doesn't work like it used to be.
I've got some money but can't do shit because everything's closed.
Besides, even if some stores were opened, I would be at home smoking weed or drinking. I'm bipolar and it hits me in the right spot, every day.
I'm really all alone, no family, no real friends. You people of b/ are all I've got.
Thanks for listening, you are always there for me b/ros.

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have you tried therapy, or medication ?
What about on online one ?

I'm actually "essential" because I work in a grocery store but I can assure you. That gives me all the more reason to drink. I've been coming face to face with the most base level humans. Scared, hateful, panicky. They only care about themselves. For example, at my store today, a woman tried to buy too many cases of beer. We have limits on how much beer we can sell per transaction due to the liquor laws of my state (USAfag) . When she was told she couldn't buy her fourth case of Budweiser, she started screaming and opened the case, smashing each can on the ground and causing a huge mess.

So yeah. That's where I am right now. Drunk off my ass, praying I dont wake up and have to go in tomorrow.

As a 25 year old fuckup, this gave me hope. I still have time to change.

Im also working from home. I have done cocain everyday for the past week, not much but just to feel good you know. Been drinking a lot too. In the pat ive only done cocain on the weekends but now i cant. I have a pretty decent pay i make about 5000 dollars after taxes each month. Im worried that im gonna be addicted when all this is over

why should others are shit doesn't mean you have to bear consequences of it
fuck them they don't deserve to take up your mental head space and drive you into alcoholism and depression

wow im sorry u have to put up with that. At least in sweden there is no panic yet.

why did you start doing cocaine

no one here is a fuck up yet

Do some real drugs then. Buy som molly or cocain and drink and feel fine

because its fucking awesome. But as a said im worried i dint want to get addicted i only want to do it on weekends. So i have to stop on monday befire its to late

Yes, you still have hope left. Don't succumb to drugs or alcohol even if it seems like the best option at that time. Believe me, once you're in, you won't get out so easy.
Keep in mind, take care of your gf or someone else will do it.

You see the shit of the world every day, just like I used to see. You know we are lost.

Me too, I hope I won't be an alcohol or weed addict when this is over. I've never smoked and drank so much before in my life. Not alone.

This.
The same shit I've told myself.

It not good for the long term, you're setting yourself up for a bad time

I feel you Yas Forumsro. Ive never done this much coke before. I dont even get high now i only do it becasue im bored. Yu and me just have to hang in there and hope this is over in a couple months.

I feel you

Yes, I absolutely know that. but soon this months paychecj is gone so i have too wait so that good

maybe get a pet, like a small one.
Something to help you restore your faith in the world and complain to come home to
and someone who'll need you to be alive and will be happy when you're happy

I'm a teacher and our schools are going to stay closed through early May at least. I really miss my students, but we're expected to provide e-learning opportunities over the next month, so at least I'll be able to see them, albeit electronically.

I'm drinking more than I usually do, and I drink a lot under normal circumstances, though so far I've managed to limit my drinking to evenings only.

Right now my goal is to reorient my sleep schedule. When I'm not working regularly, I tend to regress to a Sleep late/wake late cycle that's pretty fucking bad for my mental health.

You should try going outside and exercising, OP. Even if that means just walking around your neighborhood for half an hour. I guarantee it'll help you feel a little bit better.

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It's not so bad. Most people are chill. It's just the upscale types that think they run the joint coming in and going apeshit that bothers me. I've never felt any desire to hit a person. that dumb cunt was asking to get her teeth pushed in. My manager caved and gave her a coupon. Fucking nigger.

if it;\'s not geting you high anymore than there's no reason to do it

just bought more beer, plan to get drunk tonight under the waxing moon

Isolation is going OK, I'm a NEET and I live with my parents. They're 70 and 60, my dad and mom respectively, and I'm worried I could lose one or both of them from all this. I make the supply runs for them and make sure I scare off the nogs that circle our house. We live and Florida and I heard things are going to get ugly in the south soon... Despite that I'm an artfag. I draw, I paint and sculpt and I also am designing a role playing game. Right now I'm trying to recover from massive depression caused by losing my two best friends over a petty squabble. We got in a fight before the corona scare took off, and I've been denied appealing to them because "drama isn't a priority" for them now that shit is heating up. I miss my friends dearly but fuck those cunts if they refuse to let me speak my peace.

Are you doing anything creative, OP? You should try to write or draw or do a craft project; excellent way to pass the time and also give you a psychological boost.

Fuck being suicidal

There are two options
Try
Or fucking kill yourself
You don't wanna kill yourself?
Try.
We got this OP

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instead of buying cocain whay don't you invest in a long term hobby ?

yes ive thought about that. I really love dogs an cats but im allergic. Thanks for the tip though. Nice to se there are nice people around here

>Florida
I hope you and your parents all live but I also hope you never reproduce

fuck i would have payed to se you punch her face in

I'm not a florida native

what type of rpg ?

Im not getting "high" but i still feel good

*Their

>I hope you and your parents all live but I
what about a bird, lizard or ferret

Why it's a rootin' tootin space shootin adventure. I've been developing the world for almost a decade now. It's really good, I've gotten to demo it for... those two best friends. Since we had a falling out I felt like I lost everything because they're the ones I was building this stuff for thus far.

I also play golf but i have to wait a month or so so the courses can open for the summer.

how long do you think that's going to last until your tolerance goes up again

true maybe thats a good idea.

ooo
i write a bit of fantsy but space adventures always peak my interest, do you mid sharing more ?

are their any other things that peak your interest ?

i dont know maybe over the weekend. But on monday im not gonna buy anymore so i will have some rehab

not so much, no. I also like cooking though but its so booring when you only cook for yourself

Dame for me with weed, I'm not getting high unless I smoke a hole g. But it's the boredom that gets you there. I feel the same.
I don't think there is anything left that could fill the void inside.

certain pet store are still open
if you give me some criteria i can give you some suggestions

Feel you guys. Tbh the few people I have around me; we orbit each other way too much which causes too much unnecessary bullshit/drama. Been wanting more and more to just get high and have fun while Im young. As it seems this pandemic isnt gonna end anytime soon, cant even visit my parents, cuz they're high risk group too... Shit

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>weekend. But on monday im not gonna buy an
how do you do with withdrawl ?

do you have friendly neighbors or any old people near by ?

>I don't think there is anything left
what about a hobby, video games , art

I absolutely know what you mean. But in the past i know that exercising helps alot. thats the only thing that REALLY helps

Op here if it isn't clear. I really can't tell how you feel, I've always hated my mother and didn't knew my father before he died. (I'm white)
But being alone is the most painful way to if you need someone.
Get drunk and stay with us b/ro. Sometimes it really helps me seeing I've got you people.

try meeting new people

I went on omegle on put in something kind of niche that intrest me and meet some other people

I take sleeping pills i get from my doctor as soon as i get home from work. That have worked fine when we didnt work form home. So i dont know what to do now on monday

I've played vidya for my hole life. There comes a point when you've seen everything and it doesn't feel good anymore. Every game is the same shallow escape from reality. I turned from vidya to drugs. But drugs don't help me anymore.

exersize, watch tv , cook something you want

what types of games did you play, may by try playing something completely different

yes im gonna try that. Take long powerwalsk have worked fine in the past

just stay safe while doing it

I've tried, I'm not pinned to one genre. Vidya is jsjt shallow of you need another human being to feel better.

Yeah so here's the general setup

>Humanity has already stretched out across their solar system and beat it into submission
>They're running low on resources so they develop a massive one-way solar-powered traversal gate to import what they need from far away systems
>the main government puts together a team of the best scientists and engineers to work on their salvation
>Two Scout vessels are sent into the gate first to arrive at a virginal solar system
>their task is to begin the terraforming process ahead of the arrival of the Mothership
>something goes horribly wrong in-flight and the two Scouts come out of warp directly on top of one of the planets in said system
>One ship collides with the rocky world, the other narrowly escapes and is in orbit
>they are aware the Mothership is right behind them so they divert their mission from terraforming to rescuing the survivors on the planets surface
>What was suppose to take only a few hundred years ends up taking thousands for the Mother fleet to arrive
>the members of the once proud Scout force are all gone, and their descendants grew up knowing nothing of the Homestar system or where they came from
>the Mothership is forced to break apart and dispatch its resources to start making the surrounding worlds habitable
>the story picks up after the main fleet arrives stranded in a strange place and tries to make the best of a disastrous situation

Basically it's about Man's exodus from their homestar system and pioneering in a virginal one. Lots of western themes, plenty of surprises are in store for them in this new solar system. I've designed everything from the ground up; these humans don't originate from our earth or have anything to do with our history.

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