Who's drunk and isolated too?

Who's drunk and isolated too?
Since the lockdown I'm drinking and smoking weed all day. Nothing else to do since I'm on vacation for a month.
How are you doing anons? Are you as lonely and suicidal as me?
It always like this for me, long before all those fucking normies cried about there "loneliness".
They don't know how that feels. But you do b/ros.
Tell us what you do and feel. We have to be there for each other, don't we?

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online school

That's cool, I guess? Im getting drunk and cut my arm again. I'm a 32 year old fuck up wh can't do anything.

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why do you cut ?
besides if your getting drunk means that you have enough money for alcohol , so you can do something

Because I wanted to feel something. But it doesn't work like it used to be.
I've got some money but can't do shit because everything's closed.
Besides, even if some stores were opened, I would be at home smoking weed or drinking. I'm bipolar and it hits me in the right spot, every day.
I'm really all alone, no family, no real friends. You people of b/ are all I've got.
Thanks for listening, you are always there for me b/ros.

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have you tried therapy, or medication ?
What about on online one ?

I'm actually "essential" because I work in a grocery store but I can assure you. That gives me all the more reason to drink. I've been coming face to face with the most base level humans. Scared, hateful, panicky. They only care about themselves. For example, at my store today, a woman tried to buy too many cases of beer. We have limits on how much beer we can sell per transaction due to the liquor laws of my state (USAfag) . When she was told she couldn't buy her fourth case of Budweiser, she started screaming and opened the case, smashing each can on the ground and causing a huge mess.

So yeah. That's where I am right now. Drunk off my ass, praying I dont wake up and have to go in tomorrow.

As a 25 year old fuckup, this gave me hope. I still have time to change.

Im also working from home. I have done cocain everyday for the past week, not much but just to feel good you know. Been drinking a lot too. In the pat ive only done cocain on the weekends but now i cant. I have a pretty decent pay i make about 5000 dollars after taxes each month. Im worried that im gonna be addicted when all this is over

why should others are shit doesn't mean you have to bear consequences of it
fuck them they don't deserve to take up your mental head space and drive you into alcoholism and depression