I feel empty

You say you're happy to be miserable. Now you're saying you're not happy being miserable. Well which one is it? How do you feel?

Okay loneliness is a tough one to give advice on other than "meet enough people until you find someone who sticks" what about other problems?

Are you secure in your finance, fitness, and future?

Know the feeling OP. Got diagnosed with depression and anxiety at the beginning of the year. Now I've lost my job and insurance and have no way to pay for my meds. Hope things get back to "normal" soon.
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Do you understand where anxiety and stress comes from?

I'm not allowed to get a job until next year, I'm not overweight but I'm not too active, and i have no clue about my future. so I don't think im secure in any of them.

>how do you feel
never been asked before. so thanks.
not as bad as some people, worse than others. i'll put it this way. if im still alive and this miserable past 30, then you'll know i couldn't do it.

You seem to have a hard time understanding the things i'm saying. You have your own perspective and see things through that lens. So, I'll get as specific as I can.
"How do you feel right now at the moment and why do you feel this way?"
Idk is an acceptable answer.

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>how do i feel
I feel intense loneliness with no close relationships and dislike of my own character. I also consider this kind of posting online as to be distasteful and i'll be damned if i ever speak to anyone it in person. i am hoping for my situation to change but don't think it will. only answering because why not and its strange to think a person on their pc a million miles away asked me.
My own problems are clearly that i personally am annoying to be around, my lack of action in changing my circumstances and seeking help. I don't lack introspection.

You do lack introspection. You're obsessing over yourself that ain't introspection.
Why do you dislike your character? Why not talk to someone in person about it?