How can I kill myself. I'm not asking for methods because God knows I know just about every way to do it...

you're fucking sick - nothing is worth kills yourself over - NOTHING! Look how people live in third world countries - yet they still have a smile, the people with the least always give the most, there is a whole world out there for you to discover. If you are unhappy with this life - change it - fly to Indonesia and work at a bar, got to trecking in Nepal. You only live once - stop being a faggot and get out there - it is what you make it

If you want it o kill yourself don’t physically do it butt kill every part of yourself that you don’t like and don’t want to live, become a new person

Lol killing yourself is fucking gay. Don't do that

Like I said in my post, I need courage not method

I don't need to test I've studied suicide a lot and know plenty of reliable methods

>people who are worse off are happy so you shouldn't be
You don't know my life
>people with the least always give the most
Hah then I must be a fucking geyser of generosity with as little as I have. Everything I own can fit in one box roughly half the size of a person. I can take literally ever bit of money to my name and convert it all to pennies and put it in a small jar.

>kill every part of yourself that you don’t like
I don't like my deformed body, it is one of the reasons I want to kill myself. So I should take your advice and kill my body then.

I'm literally gay so that makes sense

Shoot up a synagogue first

The easiest way to do it is with a gun. It's so much easier when you have a firearm to your head, as once the trigger is pulled, there is no way back.

you know that everything sucks, dont you?
listen. its not about working yourself up to do it, its about doing it before you can even begin to consider doubting it.

if you have a gun, dont think. just pull the trigger.

pills, dont even think about throwing them up, you eat the entire bottle.

knife? dont let the blade sit on your wrist, just slash and slash and slash.

See I don't have any live streaming equipment and also...

I have almost no access to guns. Beat chance would be stealing one from a family member but the only one with some I could use I don't want to blame himself. The rest of my family own assault rifles are hunting rifles.

>gun
See above
>pills
Nope I know enough that that shit is a gamble
>wrists
If I go with the knife I'm stabbing myself in the fucking throat.
The advice is solid though.

There's a part of your mind that still hopes things will get better, whatever your situation, You should listen to it and make an effort to escape and have a happier life, It may not seem like it now, but it's worth it. Mind talking about your situation?

I'm a fucking 5 foot dwarf with no friends living like trash thinking about this question everyday, the courage never comes, there's no way out i asure you