No, like I had that feeling, but where were shockwaves of, "is this real life". And I had one about 20 minutes ago. I had a game plan set. I even quit drinking and smoking but I slowly went back it it all. I feel like I need to do them again, but alone this time. I had a pretty big starter dose when a friend of mine and I were both drunk. It felt fucking amazing for the first few hours but after we went inside I literally felt like an insane asylum patient. He was giving me a blanket and some zzzquil to calm me the fuck down and I thought in my head that I was a mental patient being handed a blanket and a Dixie cups full of pills. I realize that it's not like that now but residuals still hit me.
So I did mushrooms about 4 months ago. After that I feel like everything is a play. Like I feel like I'm schizophrenic...
Brayden Foster
Jaxon Edwards
yeah man, shrooms game me the "doomsday" anxiety about 2 years ago, my brain connected all the dots and concluded things I can only begin to explain on this thread.
Government takeover and ayy ayy's were the endgame in "this" dimention. seeing all this shit happen now just gives me confidence that there is a greater power and grand scheme at play.
when I started to lose grip with reality, I started thinking how we were all part of the same consciousness and no matter what happens, we, as individuals, are powerless to the river that we swim.
so relax. take a deep breath OP. let the river take you to where we're going. there's no use in fighting the current.
Michael Phillips
You have seen that which cannot be unseen
This isn't going away and will increase in severity by the way. Find sense in it or go insane.
Nathan Hall
You need to redose ASAP. You did not have a full enough ego death and now you are aware of your ego. The ego is trying to portray itself to you as the most important thing but it is occluding your ability to activate your pineal gland. You are on the verge of a break through but you need to take these next scary steps. Also make sure to have a trip sitter and just know that we are not actors, this is the real world and the battle for control of your own mind is currently underway. I hope you join us on the other side, it is very freeing.
Mason Lewis
It's not really a positive state of mind, it's more of a "I have to get a job and work hard, even though I'm going to hate it and may have to stop smoking"
Mason Wood
But do I want to? I legitimately want to be a normie. Like fuck dude. I want to live in peace and just die like everyone else. I can't handle the "matrix pill" choice. What is there on the other side that's so appealing that doesn't make me look like a rambling homeless man on the street talking truth that nobody listens to?
Isaac Gonzalez
I don't smoke weed. I drink and smoke cigarettes. I've recently started vaping to wean myself off and eventually just quit entirely. I'm overweight and about to go into my 30's I'm a couple of years. I just want this shit to go away. I don't even know if I'm schizophrenic because I refuse to go even though I have the money and time but I tell myself I don't. Fuck dude. Like I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself but every other month I have an exit bag in my Amazon cart.
Nolan Turner
To see a shrink*. I've been drinking.
Aiden Robinson
Literally fucking how. If everything I'm thinking is true, how do I live with myself?
Colton Morris
Post related to pic unrelated,
Are they bringing them shits back? Those were FIRE.