So I did mushrooms about 4 months ago. After that I feel like everything is a play. Like I feel like I'm schizophrenic. To this day I have residual feelings of Truman syndrome. It's not every day but I still feel it whenever I get drunk or in awkward situations. Seeing conspiracy theories or posts when I'm around people triggers my brain to go in to full panic mode and I feel like I'm literally autistic. Anyone else feel like this?
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Don't break the fourth wall, you clever child you
I'm too afraid to dude.
This. They don't like that one bit.
Man. I'm trying not to disassociate. Pls stop
On the real, you're realizing that life is LITERALLY, like you say, a play. Or a dance, or theatre, etc. Your ego is what prevents you from seeing that you are in fact an actor, and it fools you into thinking that this is something that needs to be taking seriously, but it's not.
at least you perceive it as a play and not a game
I recently did shrooms, had a big realization that my life is going to be shitty and I'm gonna fuck myself over if I continue to just do drugs and hang out with my friends. Decided to stop everything except a little bit of weed, came home and cleaned my room and did laundry for the first time in about 7 weeks, and as soon as the Coronavirus blows over I'm going to a trade school. Shrooms aren't a drug for fun, they're something you take for introspection, experiences and other stuff like that. Also they are just absolutely disgusting, eating them sucks and I feel like that's why most people have a shitty time for the first part of their trip.
100 percent this.
Shrooms and LSD would thrust me out of my funk and into a more positive and go-get-em' state of mind that stays with you for months.
On the quantum level, there is true randomness, therefore life can't be predetermined.