At what age did you accept the fact that you're going to be alone forever and no one will ever love you?

>where did it come from?
From God basically. I have been through quite a lot since this whole coronavirus thing started. Seen a lot of reality bending stuff happen around me. I was able to experience a better world a loving world that embraces you and guides you to your true love.

>how exactly are things gonna change?
I don't really know the how but essentially there will be no more depression, violence, death, or evil. You will still be able to feel sad though because sadness itself isn't evil but all the evil is going to go away. The world itself is going to change even the dream will change physics will not work the same way it does. I know it sounds farfetched maybe even crazy but I really believe it. I really believe this world is the source of all our woes and it needs to change and will change.

I was still a child unironically. I just cannot connect anywhere close to anyone to actually have such a long lasting relationship, not that I am complaining though.