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>lost youth
ppppfffffhahahahahaha
Until you're 30s/mid 30s you're fucking young and invincible. You can be a huge fucking loser and no one will care. You're mind will still be fresh and your body will still work.
Please user, join the army, go to college, develop a skill. Getting laid or being redpilled playing video games and MGTOW is not important in the least.
OH LOOK ANOTHER I'M SO LE DEPRESSED NOT LIKE THE OTHER KIDS DOOMY GLOOMY
Fucking Christ, even emos in my time weren't such fucking losers
What the fuck happened? How did you fall from grace?
You don't but the more you do with yourself now the less you find yourself thinking about it.
Adulthood for a lot of people just comes down to distracting oneself from their miserable past.
Friends got old, theyve literally all ghosted me
Ive long since reconciled that they are just plain shitty, unintelligent people
Honestly i think they went insane in jealousy because i bought a house at 22 that i memed my way to through making blueprints that i had worked up from by digging holes
Theyre all alcoholics, fucking losers
What happened is i got really into making music. If youve ever tried something creative, and to embrace yeah im trying to take this seriously, inspires this weird insipid hatred in people where they need to feel like they are bigger than you
I told them to go fuck themselves because they wouldnt believe in me and would literally refuse to listen to music, i could 100% confirm they would listen to like 30 seconds of a track because of the stats on the websites, and then go on this winded speeches about how it wasnt very good and what i needed to improve
I literally had an easier time getting kanye west and grimes to listen to my music than people i knew for 8 years
The music thing became an obsession and i moved to montreal for 6 months and played melee and washed dishes and went to shows, when i came back everyone just fucking hates me now and have all literally blocked me on everything
Post music bb
How about you originally shut up
m.youtube.com
I post it alot
that's a joke right
I started making music with no background 2 years ago