Letter Thread

Dear spooks:
Hey can one of you come out of the woodwork to assert it would solve all our problems if we just became fundamentalists and joined your ethnicity? I forgot to bring up Jeffrey Epstein the last time that happened.
Thanks

You always tell me to be honest with you but I'm not sure how honest I should be. The bond and affection I've built with you does not blind me from seeing the fact that you are generic and replaceable. Truthfully, I'm not sure why I would want to stay with you if not for my own desperation and loneliness. Maybe it's the same for you but you don't see it. I'm not that great or special and at this point your love for me just seems shameless. It even makes me angry. All of this sounds too cruel and sober for you to think it's me, so I'm not even sure what your reaction would be. Anyway that would unnecessarily complicate things so I'll just leave you with the vague impression that I'm not ready for a relationship.

It honestly sounds like view people as easily replaceable because you view yourself in the same light.

Please stop playing games, please just stop. This is up to you now, I never told you how bad it hurt me to protect you. Maybe I should have because then you would know I was serious about what I said to you, I dont want to give up on you. You dont say the things I said to you and just give up on someone when shit goes south. I meant it all, I lied when I told you I said it to drive you away nope I meant it. I lied.. I deleted everything because Im stupid and knew I hurt you not to try and cover my ass. Thats why I told people I loved you and told them exactly what I said to you that destroyed our friendship. I lied when I told you I didnt want to be friends, I miss you so much I want you in my life until I leave Earth so of course I want to be friends. Friends come and go though and very few things are forever in this world, I needed you to know that is what I meant. I know you lied too, a lot. Actions always speak louder than words though, why would you come back to me if you thought I was joking... Why instead of just telling me what you want from me would you ghost me again. We are both too old to play this game of cat and mouse..

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oh, i'm looking forward to it!
it'll be fun to lose control...
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INITIALS FOR FUCKS SAKE

I seriously don't understand what you want from me. You won't talk to me anymore, you ignore I exist now, and yet you still keep me around. Why? You know I care about you and that I would do anything for you, so why are you so scared to talk? Are you trying to hurt me? Why if so, I haven't done anything against you. Are you trying to goat me into doing something so ridiculous you are forced to respond? Are you trying to make me hate you (won't work)? Either cut it the fuck out with the silent-treatment or actually cut me out of your life. You are destroying me.

my schizophrenia is making it hard to erase you from my mind. is this it? i have to live the rest of my life knowing about you and what happened? i try my best to not think about you and i think i do better at this than most people but then i see references of you everywhere. everywhere! you have no idea how big the role you play in my delusions is. you just live your life not knowing about any of this that's happening to me while my life revolves around you

Why are you impersonating me? Are you a program trained on my posts?

>Either cut it the fuck out with the silent-treatment or actually cut me out of your life
Isn't that the same thing?