Letter Thread

Dear spooks:
Hey can one of you come out of the woodwork to assert it would solve all our problems if we just became fundamentalists and joined your ethnicity? I forgot to bring up Jeffrey Epstein the last time that happened.
Thanks

You always tell me to be honest with you but I'm not sure how honest I should be. The bond and affection I've built with you does not blind me from seeing the fact that you are generic and replaceable. Truthfully, I'm not sure why I would want to stay with you if not for my own desperation and loneliness. Maybe it's the same for you but you don't see it. I'm not that great or special and at this point your love for me just seems shameless. It even makes me angry. All of this sounds too cruel and sober for you to think it's me, so I'm not even sure what your reaction would be. Anyway that would unnecessarily complicate things so I'll just leave you with the vague impression that I'm not ready for a relationship.

It honestly sounds like view people as easily replaceable because you view yourself in the same light.

Please stop playing games, please just stop. This is up to you now, I never told you how bad it hurt me to protect you. Maybe I should have because then you would know I was serious about what I said to you, I dont want to give up on you. You dont say the things I said to you and just give up on someone when shit goes south. I meant it all, I lied when I told you I said it to drive you away nope I meant it. I lied.. I deleted everything because Im stupid and knew I hurt you not to try and cover my ass. Thats why I told people I loved you and told them exactly what I said to you that destroyed our friendship. I lied when I told you I didnt want to be friends, I miss you so much I want you in my life until I leave Earth so of course I want to be friends. Friends come and go though and very few things are forever in this world, I needed you to know that is what I meant. I know you lied too, a lot. Actions always speak louder than words though, why would you come back to me if you thought I was joking... Why instead of just telling me what you want from me would you ghost me again. We are both too old to play this game of cat and mouse..

c

N,
oh, i'm looking forward to it!
it'll be fun to lose control...
A

INITIALS FOR FUCKS SAKE

I seriously don't understand what you want from me. You won't talk to me anymore, you ignore I exist now, and yet you still keep me around. Why? You know I care about you and that I would do anything for you, so why are you so scared to talk? Are you trying to hurt me? Why if so, I haven't done anything against you. Are you trying to goat me into doing something so ridiculous you are forced to respond? Are you trying to make me hate you (won't work)? Either cut it the fuck out with the silent-treatment or actually cut me out of your life. You are destroying me.

my schizophrenia is making it hard to erase you from my mind. is this it? i have to live the rest of my life knowing about you and what happened? i try my best to not think about you and i think i do better at this than most people but then i see references of you everywhere. everywhere! you have no idea how big the role you play in my delusions is. you just live your life not knowing about any of this that's happening to me while my life revolves around you

Why are you impersonating me? Are you a program trained on my posts?

>Either cut it the fuck out with the silent-treatment or actually cut me out of your life
Isn't that the same thing?

The silent-treatment is ignoring someone and still keeping them around, cutting someone out is removing them from your life.

>ignoring someone and still keeping them around
How? You guys live together?

>posting that without initials

I'll goat you.

Bleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat.

You don't necessarily have to live together. Cutting someone out is to fully cut them out of your life instead of trying to avoid them.

i've noticed you tend to send me messages when it's either late at night or early in the morning (before you probably went back to sleep again). are you okay? i hope i'm not causing any problems with your sleep. i'm getting that occasional pang of guilt again. not like you'd know but i read every message you send me. i hope you're alright.

I don't see why it is necessary. It is such unacceptable behavior that if you were to think it were for you, you'd examine your actions regardless.

Just message me, just try it. Can't carry the whole of it on my own, just gonna end if so.

>Are you trying to make me hate you (won't work)?
You always make things hard for yourself for no reason.

Why dont u message me you fucking clown?

All of these could be me now I'm confused as fuck.

i go through a ton of feelings whenever i think of you. i get angry to the point i walk around thinking about killing you over what you made me feel to feeling so in love i'm hugging my pillow pretending it's you and thinking i should message you again. i hyperfocus on things that make me think everything was a lie and that i've deluded myself into thinking i was happy with you because i felt so lonely to hyperfocusing on things that make me think you are for sure my soulmate and that we will get married one day. i torture myself thinking about all the things i cannot forgive about you but then i think i'm being unreasonable. i think you secretly hate me but then perhaps you really do love me, but perhaps you aren't taking things as seriously as i was. i've thought about everything about us from every angle and analyzed things to the point where i could write an encyclopedia about our relationship. i've been like this for months and this is what i've been up to since i stopped talking to you.

Because you are not her my dude and you should stop doing this to the other anons

I wonder what you're up to, wonder if you still care or if the thought of me still crosses your mind from time to time, I can't stop thinking about you, about trying to give our relationship another chance.

I include initials in the things I write in here. This is horrible bait.

For all your plotting it all boiled down to wanting to play a little game like the room from that book LET. I doubt you ever read it, otherwise maybe it would have put into perspective for you that I wouldn't want to be with you. Rather flabbergasting you would have assumed that would have worked and everything would have fallen into place. You know that you win more people over with honey than vinegar while doing that for others. Then you act incredulous that I hope you die prematurely from a car accident or COVID, anything really. Really it'd be a puzzle why you'd think any part of your plan would have been enticing to me in any way shape or form. Do you actually feel good about yourself when you do this kind of stuff?

Male or female? are you talking to me?

>I include initials in the things I write in here. This is horrible bait
And now how do i trust you if you didnt put initials in this post. This world is full of liars!!!!! I only trust in god and money from now on

I miss you. I love you! I love you so so much. I love you I love you I love you! Wish I could tell you. I miss just even the smallest things. I wish we were talking and you would tell me what you ate today. I wish you'd send me links to whatever interesting you found on the internet. I wish you'd send me random pictures you've took in the past. Did you get into any new hobbies since we stopped talking? Any new obscure interests? Have you talked to new people since then? Are the old ones still around? Have you cut your hair or bought any new clothes? Everything's been exactly the same for me. I constantly think about if the you in my memory is still you right now. I'm worried about being left behind. This letter is for the real you that exists in real time right now. I hope you are well. Love you.

dear j
do you still work in a gas station?
sincerly c or s as you used to call me

You're the one ignoring/avoiding them.

"C'MON HOMEGIRL!" HE SAID WITH A SMILE

initial it

It is. That user just doesn't want to believe it.

>"C'mon home-girl!" he said with a smile

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Why do you keep talking to me but give me fucking ONE WORD RESPONSES all the fucking time oh my god I swear to god. I like you so much and you have me hooked because whenever I decide to not bother with you anymore you send me something and me being the weak bitch that I am I fall for it, I try and talk to you and make conversation that you just ignore.
I don't get it, you like the attention? Do you like me and you're just bad at talking? You prankin me kid?
On top of all, sometimes you're rude too.

Aren't we adults? why can't you be clear with me?

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he looked right through me.
>"Come on, home-girl!" he said with a smile ;)

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Ah, that's cute. I'd write something like that.

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Male, probably not.

No I am not, I sent them a message recently. Sent them other messages too. I have been here, online the whole time.

Beth,
I spent so much time thinking of you and feeling depressed, and then I forgot it all and you'd just come up as heartache and feeling like love lost or whatever once in a while. I went back and looked at the last time we spoke, when things all stopped, and if I'm honest, I think I'm happy with how it all ended, stopping talking forever. I was such a dumbass kid, I know it'd defeat the purpose of it all if you could see me now, but I hope you'd be proud of me, I owe you a lot, you were so kind to me and put up with it all, I just had a crush, now I guess you're more like an old friend. You wished me all the best, and to find a way to be truly happy, and I'll admit I'm far from it as of yet, but I think I'm finally on the right track, it'll take time, but I don't wanna let you down.
See you later alligator.

I am thinking about maybe asking you out. Although I know that is probably a bad idea. You live really far away and you are a lot older than me, and you have a job that I could not explain to my parents. But I know you would be good to me. I know you would never hurt me. And your cute even if the internet says otherwise, you have grown into your face. And your blue blue eyes are so handsome.

Perhaps I am being selfish, I just want for once in my life to have a partner that I know cares about me and that I know will not hurt me. and every time I get a notification about you or a message from you my whole face lights up and I feel so warm. I feel cold most of the time so it is a welcome change. I worry about the possibility that I am rebounding or you thinking Ill of me because of the cringey shmack I have done in the past. Often I feel unloveable because of how broken my head is but you always make me feel like royalty when you talk to me. You are just so kind. Not many people are kind to me.

I wish you would Confess to me instead of me needing to do it. Because I know myself and I know my cowardes will keep me from doing so, but you have been hurt by too many women to try and ask anymore.

I just like you. Idk.. I thought maybe it was just that I was starstruck until I met you in person and we hung out that day. You were everything I wanted in a man. You had good family values and you were so kind and gentle with me. And you wanted to go and explore history with me! I have never had a guy be willing to walk around a state park and look and old things or explore a cemetery with me before. That desire to explore is something I thought only the men of my family had for some reason. I guess I just dont talk to many others. I guess what I am trying to say is I think I like you. But I worry about telling you because I dont know if I would be able to make the long distance work, especially now with corona making travel near impossible.

Maybe I am too childish ..

To these guys
Would you help me to find something i need to know?

oh god maybe i've had enough internet for today

I doubt you've come across anything i've written about you here but maybe one friend i'm thinking of in particular has. I wonder if they stop and think if it's me thinking about you. Probably not.

What about that letter makes you feel like you have had too much internet user?

Try messaging them through something else.

Mostly how it's not for me. That day was the best day of my life, though.

Yeah it is likely not for you. I know that person does not go in this board anymore. Unless they are lying about that of course, but I doubt it, they are pretty honest.

i know you'll forget me one day. you'll fall in love again. i'm sure of it. she is surely going to be a kind, understanding person who you'll always feel calm and safe around. she'll be funny and entertaining and a little weird, because you wouldn't end up with someone too normal. she'll have cool interests you guys could spend all night talking about. and of course she'll be prettier. there's so much things you two would go see together. when you're together the world seems so forgiving and filled with possibilities. things won't be so difficult with her like it was with me. when you two get married i hope somehow you'll be able to message me and tell me about how great your life has turned out and how happy you are. i wish you the best, sincerely.

G,

I miss you a lot. Even though we haven't talked in almost 3 years, I still think about you everyday. I miss when all three of us were best friends, but it's ok, things change. Today, I had a dream that you came back and we became friends again, so I wanted to tell everyone you were back. But of course it was just a dream.

No matter where you are, I hope you're happy. I think you're probably the only person in this world who deserves happiness at this point. I know you probably don't come to this board, but on any off chance you see this, I hope you know how much you mean to me. I think, you're the only person I would cry if you were dead. Please be alive and happy.

J

i hate messages like this

i can tell youve abandoned someone and are trying to feel less guilty about it

Maybe they abandoned someone and wish they could take it back.