i feel sad alone and cornered because i cant do anything about it
Do you wanna say something but there's no thread to post it in? Say it here, I'll read
Adam Sanchez
Ian Baker
I'm insomniac, extreme lonely (talking less than one hour per month with people) and my body feels like shit. i just want to vent. things may become better as soon i manage to move to another apartment.
Asher Green
i miss the wagie threads
Josiah Harris
It was a while ago. Here's a brief rundown.
>be low on cash and down on my luck
>get desperate enough to try to rob someone even though I hate doing bad things
>grab a knife and a trench coat and go outside at night
>see a girl slightly shorter than me, decide to go for it
>I try to threaten her into giving me money
>Unfortunately I'm not threatening whatsoever because it doesn't work and she retaliates
>my autistic brain goes into self defense mode and I stab her multiple times, she dies
>realize what I did and freak out
>take her wallet, destroy her phone, hide the body best I can
I regret everything I did then and have no idea what I was thinking. Part of me wishes I could just kill myself but I also know that would just make two people dead for no reason instead of one.
Mason Martinez
>My new goal is filter out people
Out of your head you mean? Do you have people that keep an eye on you user?
Congratulations! Then, who are you?
No need to apologise dw. It's an anonymous image board after all.
Are you trying to connect some puzzle pieces without being sure if they will all fit in the end? Idk that's how it sounds for me
When all this is done you will be better then ever user. At least you have no distractions!
James Carter
best decision ive ever made is to leave this place. actual good people came into my life now. i always thought im supposed to be here given how mentally ill, and pessimistic i am. i thought no one else would understand me while in reality i was being viewed and treated like trash here. its weird that now i literally am with a 9/10 that treats me better than anyone here ever did. fuck this place.
is there anything you'd want to say kind poster?
Aaron Cook
Seemed rude anyways.
Well, I have connected them already and came to the conclusion that it is not the case, what I thought, but because I'm still very delusional I think I will keep connecting points or things that are not related at all to it, until the delusion is gone I hope.
I cooked some pasta last night/this morning, kind of inspired by you. Always like making the sauce myself, smells really good, too bad I can't enjoy food. Been months since I cooked something. Didn't eat much though.
Ian Collins
Thank you. I don't really care to go to the specifics but let's just say I have one of those crowd dividing personalities.
Benjamin Rodriguez
I met a girl off soc that was really cool. We talked a lot and she really a wonderful person. We had so many common interests and we're so compatible, but I switched jobs. I was working some shitty lower paid job and decided that it was finally time for a change. I got a much better office job, but it changed my operating hours. We used to talk almost every day but after I got the job we could really only talk when I woke up or when she was going to bed. It was my fault that things between us deteriorated, and I wish I would've never gotten that job. I miss her a lot. I sometimes wonder if she's reading through these threads. Although I doubt she'll ever read this I miss our conversations a lot. You were the only person if ever met over the internet that was worth a damn, and I wish you the best.
Michael Ward
I hope things will get better for you soon user, is there a specific reason for this all?
Are you a hikki? You can vent here, that's why I made this thread :)
Desperation can make us do the weirdest things, but I'm afraid living with the guilt will gonna be hard user. Does anyone knows?
>actual good people came into my life now
I'm glad to hear that! We all need atleast one real connection in our life I feel. This place can be very pessimistic indeed and blurr your mind.
>that's kind of you to ask :) but no