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Have you ever considered letting that second personality you have fully take over your life, and just running with it?
I did but only partly, limited it to the internet then stopped in the moment it was leaking to real life. Learned some annoying parts of human nature such as people getting closer to you just for power or to use me as a weapon against someone for a cheap laugh. Didn't really connect with anyone either, but I got popular.
Not really worth it as that kinda forced me to maintain a pecking order if that makes sense and a small cabal. I was getting paranoid too.
I guess you have to show yourself more and express yourself without fear. Not look for self-validation on other people. And also try to be more honest with yourself, sincere. Not sure with worked for me, but I am slowly learning.
Everyone has that alpha male Tyler Durden thing inside of them but we can't let go. I would be fired within a week, my ego is tied to it.
Well the second personality is a bald villain-esque leader. Like a medieval lord or some other position of unlimited executive power, with a hard but fair leadership style. I like to imagine that people would benifit from the stability and strength I bring.
So how do I become this person when I am currently an anxiety-ridden NEET who lives with his parents and looks like a teenager?
Yes but its mean and my first personality is too much of a moralfag
My only other personality is a nihilistic looser that hates everything.
I would just become an angry hobo that spends his life screaming at people.
Same way everyone like that became this person, just be born into the right circumstances.
Having unlimited executive power is pretty much impossible.
Kind of. I'm secular, and always was. But for a few years now, I've been toying with the idea of trying out a religious woman. If I cross that threshold, however, I'd have to be secretive to maintain continuity with my overall persona. Problem is, I'm liable to end up in waay deeper shit than I'm prepared to handle.