Idk was the dopamine rush from posting yourself on various social media platforms worth missing out on love and friendship and wasting your entire youth in front of a screen?
Was the dopamine rush from browsing image boards worth missing out on love and friendship and wasting your entire youth...
>he peaked in high school
>said by guy who will never peak
cope post
>implying that not sitting in front of the screen would've made me a 6'2 man with a chiseled jawline.
Yea ok buddy
yes, because the only reason I turned to image boards was to avoid judgment from social situations. I would have found another escape mechanism.
>implying people who have IRL opportunities get a "dopamine rush" from imageboards
if you had alternative sources of dopamine, you would have used them
What? I came here after that deal was settled.
>tfw was a footblall chad
>tfw top 20 best players in the country in my recruiting class
>tfw over 30 full scholarships
>tfw khhv
This. Most of us were born into this life.
>I was born in it, molded by it. I didn't see the light until I was already a man, by then it was nothing to me but blinding!
I managed to escape, but it only lasted a few years. It was overwhelming and I'm glad those years are ogre. Way too much emotional effort to keep up the act.
Now I'm a 33 year old wagecuck. It's fine now. My life is pretty OK. I've come to terms with everything at this point. Now, I just feel numb and empty all the time. People at work think I'm a people-person. People at work "like" me well enough to not actively undermine me. I have some hobbies I enjoy. I guess that's all enough for me.
If I lose my job... ask me again in a couple months.
Was the single most popular dude in high school. Now 3 years in college and I live in an apartment and no one knew or gives a shit who I was in high school. Rarely party. It's like a reset button I guess. Feeling bittersweet now
thank you for posting this, failed normalfag, your misery makes my day