In your own words, explain your mental illness

At peak we had 4 of us before. I had two little sisters before we fused. One was toddler the other was a teen.

One was a defense who would soak all bad things my childhood had waiting for me. The other was a teen version of me who lived my life for a while. Mom says I went dormant for this period.

I am not sure if I am an alter or real. Maybe mom is the real one? Mom says I am the real one. I don't know for sure. Our fusion feels incompletely different. I suppose I am there but my aura is def different.

honestly, i feel that as well

what does your actual mom tihnk about it?

To quote the plebbit, are you literally me? It just gets so fucking hard eventually, sometimes in the dining table I just sperg out listening to them talking and I think "fuck man, I wish I was dead, this is sickening, I'm so sick of this"

Inb4 doomer

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I have told her about my problems but we don't really talk about it. I suppose I am functional enough.

i can never stop thinking about my BMI and how much calories i consume. i only care about results and not how unhealthy my ways of loosing fat or gaining muscles are. it never matters how much i change my body, i still see flaws.

I'm really surprised that got past the robot, tho I saw literally "based" 2 days ago

The absolute state of r9k

I'm 99% sure this is not a larp, and if I'm right you got one hell of a story user

I wonder what it's like, and I wonder if you are able to feel loneliness at any point

not at all

I hear voices on top of all this. You would be surprised how much harder it gets to do things when you don't feel privacy.

that seems pretty bad friend, you should call her up and tell her you love her, and sit down with her