In your own words, explain your mental illness

I cant stop hitting things its not anger but yes im not sure why just spasm. Not very bad

I have posted here a lot about it

Depressed, bored, fucked-up piece of shit.

sleeping on my bathroom floor writing on my walls pulling my fingernails off

please tell me more about it if you will

I am not ill, Society is ill. While society is "sane", I am above sanity. Not below it.

Unable to feel emotions, lack of interest, supreme boredom, never felt love or connection to other humans in my life
Tfw you can sometimes relate to a dog or other based animals but humans are just so utterly fake and poisoned

Also swallowed the black pill long ago, tho I know that just by my looks i could probably get a 6/10 gf (until she knew who I was, through the social persona I am forced to become)

I look forward to my death, I know suicide would be devastating for my family so I kinda have a death wish

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I can't do anything and when managed to it feels awful and the end results make me want to die

I have no mental illness I'm just a loser surrounded by mentally ill people

>I look forward to my death, I know suicide would be devastating for my family so I kinda have a death wish
yeah i get that feeling constantly
i just wake up for my familys sake, even though they hate me most days