Ah user, that's one of the best things. Feeling nothing. Having feelings suck so much. Maybe let the emptiness and burn down everything you enjoy and be content with it until there's nothing left. Not like there's much to enjoy in life, there's a cap for how much enjoyment you can get from things, eventually it all loses it initial appeal, that's how I see it.
>I also live in Chronic pain which sucks
Care to explain?
Yeah, at least that's one step forward. Realizing this. Maybe this way we can somehow, in the future stop and try to make or get to a logical conclusion before making an impulsive decision based on how we feel.
Same for me, I thought that without trying, everything would fix itself, it seemed that way for others, but I have always been a bad judge or never really compared myself with others so never saw the effort they put into things.
It's a truth that we don't know if things will change or not, but after 27 years, for me, things have always been the same, and I don't expect them to change anymore, even it's kind of liberating to just let everything go to waste. But if you feel like keep trying, just do what you think it is best for you or that person you care about, after all, having regrets over things you didn't try is crushing as fuck.
Maybe there could be, but im very sure there isn't. I hope when we die, that's it, nothing more, no more experiences of anything. Just complete nothingness. Would you like somewhat of after life where things will be somewhat different? If you could, would you change your entire life here on this earth?
Yes, I used to do that quite a lot. But over the last few years been doing it less and less, maybe I do it more when I want to fantasize or I'm bored out of my mind. But even music for long times lose the appeal to me.
I will listen to the playlist, thanks for posting it.
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