I don't care.
The point is that when someone becomes famous, even just a small tiny amount of fame, they basically become a different kind of human being. Everything they do is cool and they set trends with everything they do. Trent Reznor in the 90s was violently depressed and hated himself, but he got to walk around looking like a cringey mallgoth with dyed black hair and wearing eyeliner and leather gloves, and people thought he was so cool and he got worshipped and put as posters on peoples walls. Meanwhile if I as a regular plebeian start doing that, if I start wearing eyeliner and leather pants and sing songs with cringey lyrics about how "MY HEART AND SOUL IS BLACK AND GREY" people would call me a pathetic faggot and I would be laughed at.
Fame literally changes the scope of what you are able to do and what you can get away with. Another case in point: Fucking Clairo. Again, she's barely famous. Most people dont know who she is. She looks like just any generic girl of about 20 years of age. But because she's attained that indie level of fame, she becomes an icon, she gets worshipped, random anons see her as a goddess, she can pull off generic art hoe looks and it will be seen as cool and she gets to be in magazine covers.
I want to be famous so that I can do anything and be worshipped. I want to ascend above the ordinary plebeians.
