OP, how did you first know that you were a schizophrenic?
Good topic by the way. And good on you for answering people's questions, it's important to educate about these things.
I have schizoaffective bipolar type which is similar to schizophrenia and in some ways more intense...
It's like pure adrenaline. My heart has never pounded so fast in my life. I felt like everything was moving slow because my movements and thoughts were so fast. Ultimately the bastard got away with my phone and a broken tablet, I'm just glad I left the situation alive. I had never appreciated life more than after that situation.
I'm watching you from outside your window do you see me, yet? I'll keep checking in on you and your gas lines.
Yeah it's dangerous if your retarded. Plus I use extreme caution when ever trying something. And I don't try anything that's really dangerous. Im just trying to find the most natural ways to remedy my shit. Wether that's changing my diet to trying supplements or trying nootropics.Also what I've done is basically the same as going to the doctor when they run you through a giant list of medications that don't actually work and barely help with your problem. I've gotten better results for myself than any of these shitty doctors trying to push pharmacy bullshit drugs that they've been using from the 60s that they know don't work. Fuck that. I mean look at how anti depressants only work 10% above placebo. They don't know how the neuro chemistry works still and they barely care or are to retarded to figure it out. I think im better off.
I'm currently in a mental hospital ama
Unfortunately it took me going to jail and then to the state hospital after pleading insanity in court to get a proper diagnosis. I stole a gun from my father if you were curious about what I did.
I really don't know how to approach your post. You seem misguided. I'm not saying you're wrong so much as I am confused about your intent. You seem like you're trying to be hurtful based on your picture but perhaps you are just hurting internally yourself. You may want to consider at least consulting with a psychiatric professional to at least get another person's perspective on how you're doing.
What substances you abused?
I used the Idiocracy meme cause I feel like that's how society is even more so today.
Lol sorry but I just despise the current state of doctors and shit claiming they're trying to help you but really are just making money off your illness and not actually helping anybody. Im not mad at your or anything im just fed up with in general that and current society. I have my own problems with the schizoaffective thing but im definitely managing a lot better than with the doctors. They wouldn't even recognize my illness they kept trying to tell me im just depressed and shove medication on me. They didn't listen to a word I said and treated me like a child who never had a critical thought in they're life.
Oh boy...where to start
weed
adderall
alcohol
opiates
benzos
shrooms
acid
cocaine/crack
shit tbh I did anything I could get my hands on, but crack really brought me to my fucking knees man.