Can someone share me some wisdom? I want to die tell me why I shouldn't

I was, still am an autist that has mostly turned things around.

What are some things that you could accomplish in a day, or maybe in a week? Doesn’t have to be something grand like getting a job, just name a few.

I never understood the meme

I don't think I've ever had motivation. There is a single day in the past 6 months where I remember feeling energized, hopeful, and productive. I've always had this issue and therapy and pills haven't changed a thing yet. I only have one family member left, I live with them and go to my shitty job and think about suicide. Not sure if id ever do it, I'm even unmotivated to do that. Hell I even took some pills i had lying around the other day and I barely felt a thing. There's some part of me that thinks there must be something not right with my body or brain to feel this much nothing.

man I'm really love drawing but I am really shit at it. Everyone in my family is an expert on something while I am on the bed all day. An music is kinda cool too and any type of science but my mind is to foggy for me to do that sort of crap.

I feel you I hope your situation gets better

only faggots suicide. prove us wrong

man this shit hits close to home I hope your life gets better op...

there’s nothing wrong with drawing; not everyone is creative enough to be interested in it.

I mean more little responsibilities that you could take care of - making your bed, cleaning your room, doing the laundry. If you’re not paying your family member rent, help out with things around the house. If you’re working full time, focus on that. Do all the small things you know you’re supposed to do but don’t.

Oh and don’t play on your phone in the morning. You can check it but don’t stay on it. Force yourself to get out of bed, take a shower and get ready for the day.

Well shit man I don’t know you, I will never meet you, but you can overcome all the struggle and pain that you have in your life rn, that is what man is built for, to overcome hardships. One thing is for sure is that going on here and seeing and listening to these sad fucks ain’t gonna help you. Due to the Chinese virus fucking us over I would’ve say head to a bar and try to have a convo to boost your confidence, but for now buy some good, long books so you won’t lose your fucking mind, and try to find some groups on discord and talk to them. Next do some exercise so you will feel mentally good about your self. Finally find a fucking hobby man, like birdwatching or something like that, it will keep your fucked up off these current events.
I mean shit these are the advice I got from people who hit rock fucking bottom

Hopefully you will try to use these to help you

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>you MUST buy into my idiotshit binary worldview and two party system

ignoring this dumb ass faggot would be your best starting move.