Sorry to hear about your loss OP. It's very sad when our little friend have to go to kitty heaven. You gave him love and a shelter and you obviously care about him, it's not your fault.
Guys
prostate cancer
It was not your fault my condolences
Sorry man, cats are probably the most peacegiving animals ever. Dunno what could I do if I lost mine
Sorry to hear it user. I had to put mine down unexpectedly in February. Cried a lot, drank a lot, was really depressed for over a month, finally starting to come around. Had him for 11 years, and he was an awesome friend.
Its really hard losing someone you love, cry it out, you'll be alright.
Rip cat
Its not your fault , your cat isn't suffering anymore, Isn't in pain without knowing why. You obviously loved the shit out of him making for a lucky cat.
RIP CATTO I LOVE YOU AND KNOW IT'S NOT YOUR GAY OWNER'S FAULT
Its gonna be okay.
We all think you should be the one dead instead, but don't worry, just be patient