I moved out of my place I had with my gf of 4 years...

I’m 22 and she’s 21. She’s not a bitch, and even though I’m hurt that she wants very little to do with me right now, I deserve it. She’s the sweetest person on this planet. But you are right, inside I know that the world is a big place and maybe there’s a girl that’ll come close. I guess I’m only on day 5 so as
said, I am being dramatic. Looking inward again, I guess I do just want attention and sympathy, which is weak. I should be content with my punishment and just focus on maybe making things work between us. But I more so meant dealing with the suicidal thoughts and making them go away. I’m not hungry, I’m still working out but I don’t really feel it, and I feel like I have trouble breathing most of the time. I know what you mean, but I can’t just yet. It’s only been 5 days, I’m gonna give it longer. I’ll try to work on the suicidal thoughts.

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