Late night Anna thread. All questions get a free (you), post a Papa pic and get a sketch request.
Julius is back at his night shift job (thank the almighty he’s the only one there, fuck you Kemp), I’m still a mess and can’t sleep for shit.
Late night Anna thread. All questions get a free (you), post a Papa pic and get a sketch request.
Julius is back at his night shift job (thank the almighty he’s the only one there, fuck you Kemp), I’m still a mess and can’t sleep for shit.
is it really you?
sounds like a larp
It’s really me, yes.
I don't remember you doing sketches though
I guess a timestamp would help.
Yeah. I mean, for these purposes it would be something simple and quick, but I draw, like pic related.
looks like it's just me and you for now
I remember that lovely neck
oh yeah, I forgot you drew so well damn
what do you think about this virus shit?
Well one on one is alright by me.
Honestly it’s been sort of crazy, my mum got sick and unfortunately didn’t make it. She lived in a village in the north of Italy and I had literally talked to her a week before and she seemed fine. It really sucks because Julius and I were meant to visit her before all of this happened. He was going to propose to his girlfriend. Didn’t even get to give her a decent funeral. Other than that unpleasantness things are as good as they can be. Georgia is royally fucked and Julius and I haven’t been out of the house in nearly two months because we’re in a really hard hit area.
Holy shit. That sounds harsh. I'm so sorry about your Mom and everything going on. I haven't seen my Son over 3 months because of this virus going on. We're under a "safer at home" order until May 6. Needed eye surgery before all of this happened so I'm going through all of this legally blind. What a ride. But, you know, I'm strangely grateful in a weird ass way. Life is truly stranger than fiction.
Thanks, it’s ok, she was in a really good state of mind in the last year. She had a great deal of affection towards Julius, so I’m glad they got to spend time together. More than likely because he reminded her of her father (his namesake), who was a Libyan as well.
Sounds like you’ve got a lot going on as well, do you at least get to see your son through video chat? We’ve utilized that from time to time ourselves to check in on other family. Will you be rescheduling your surgery? I’m nearly fucking blind myself without contacts/glasses, I keep telling myself I’ll get corrective surgery, but I’m a hell of a procrastinator.
And I suppose I owe you a sketch. Any suggestions?
No we don't both have the ability to video chat. Rural area and I don't have a smartphone either. I'm poor. And I procrastinate everything as well, that's partly why things are going the way they are. I take a lot of medication and numb out from everything, even before the pandemic.
Can you sketch an image of yourself? I can't remember quite what you look like.
Shitty rendition, but ok lol.
I live in a rural area myself, I’ve been using a mobile WiFi thingy, and that’s been good for all but streaming at about $25 a month.
>I take a lot of medication and numb out from everything
I really felt that. Sounds a lot like me. Complex PTSD on my end, plus meds to drown out the constant depression and anxiety. It never gets better.
Wait what is this? What type of qurstions are you answering?
Any questions really. And I’m Anna, pic related was my Papa, Julius is our son.
Mmmmkayyyyy. Like psychic questions?
Great sketch, Anna. I'm saving it.
Yeah, I'm trying really hard not to be a downer. It's been a roller-coaster though. Tonight we had 3 tornadoes back to back in about 2 hours time. The thing is, you can't go into the cellars because they're all too small to abide by the governor's order to social distance, so we just sort of told each other on the phone that if anything happened how much we love each other and to think of the good times. Then it was all over. Draining.
I have C-PTSD as well. I think it's misdiagnosed a lot. In other words, I think many more people suffer these types of things but never report or get diagnosed because of stigma. Especially men.
I'm rambling, heh.
Well, I have to be honest, I don’t possess any psychic abilities, ha. If I did I’d be talking to Papa every night instead of shitposting on Yas Forums. Oh wait, are psychics the same as mediums? Never mind...
Sounds like you’re in a much worse situation than I presently! There wasn’t any major damage was there? We don’t usually get really bad tornados, though last year hurricane Michael ripped us a new one. I still don’t know how my house managed, lucky I guess.
Nah, ramble as much as you like. It took me 30 years to get a proper diagnosis honestly, I knew I was never quite ‘right’, things finally came to a head in ‘11 and I was suicidal and started to self harm really badly. Still I didn’t see a therapist until year before last at the behest of Reddit of all things. My therapist gave me a basic roadmap of 1.) realize I am safe and no one can hurt me anymore 2.) accept the pain of loss and mourn what could have been/what was in a healthy way 3.) learn to trust and love in an acceptable manner. Still having issues with #2, I don’t think I’ll really move past that point. My understanding of relationships is all fucked, as this user bluntly put it, heh.
You may not be psychic but you're an empath. Or it feels that way. I was drawn to you a long time back, I can't even remember when. I mostly just lurked on those threads, but I remember some details. You seem intuitive enough.
Well that’s sweet user, I really just like to try to help people because I know how bad it is to hurt. Even with Papa, he understood me, I didn’t have to say anything, he had that aura about him.
Would you like a sketch then?
I won't know until later today where the damage is. I know some EMS were having a tough time getting people to come out because they're afraid of getting the coronavirus from EMS. It's crazy.
I've been in therapy all of my life, off and on, since I was a teenager. Some are much better than others. I think "real" help for people who are poor or minorities comes only in emergency situations or something really big happens, because around here therapists are called "the rapists" like in that film "Girl, Interrupted" heh.
Oh well, abnormal is more interesting anyways.
And I forgot you lived in the States. I'm in the south too. I heard you guys were about to try to open back up? That sounds not quite right. Are you political or do you like to steer clear of that subject? I can't remember from past threads.
You know, I really would like to get to know you and try going out on a date. Any chance you would be willing to chat on discord? I love listening to your voice.
Fingers crossed it’s nothing severe then, I can understand why people might be apprehensive, though I’m sure EMS are taking as much care as they can to protect both themselves and others.
I feel kind of like a shit because I was born into privilege and can afford a decent therapist, outside of when I got a 1013 involuntary committal at 18 for cutting my wrists and bleeding all over the bathroom (which I had to clean up after I got home a week later). Even still I was a little suspect of the new guy because he made me have all of these std tests done and asked some really really personal questions that are hard to talk about in real life. I’m not sure how any of that helped, I didn’t even have HPV ffs. I think that he thinks Papa raped me.
I talk politics whenever anybody wants to, I’m pretty right wing, myself. That being said I’m not too keen on us reopening, especially where I am. I low key asked Julius if he’d just quit, but he has this stubborn sense of duty to his employer who he’s worked for since he was 16.
Well, I am celibate ha. But I don’t mind talking I guess.
You can sketch me something if you'd like.
I like trippy, psychedelic styles sometimes.
Maybe a tongue with some blotter?
Do you smoke or take edibles? They help me these days, but hard to get right now though.
If I post my discord, would you be up for messaging me and talking tomorrow? Getting pretty late for that tonight.
I remember something about that from another thread. Damn. Doctors are nosy fucks sometimes, especially psych docs.
I figured you were a lefty? Your personal interests seem more "liberal" haha damn. It's all good. My parents are Trump supporters and we get a little out of shape from time to time about it, but it is what it is I guess. I don't want Biden in there. Fuck. He has trouble remembering everyday words in conversation. Scary shit.
looks like Eric Weinstein
I’m not really heavy into drugs, mostly because it would interact with my benzos heh. But I have dropped acid when I was younger, it was...interesting
It depends on Julius’s work schedule, it’s kind of erratic and I’m not using Discord too often anymore because he’s with me most of the day. But yeah, at some point I’ll be free.
This nigga blind.
Nothing like having a doctor ask you if you climaxed during the first ‘session’, because that’s really relevant to my current state of mind, ya know?
Well, I’m a Gaddafist, naturally. Imagine a blend of social welfare plus fascism lite, then you’d get an idea. I’m not liberal, but definitely not conservative by American standards.
>Nothing like having a doctor ask you if you climaxed during the first ‘session’, because that’s really relevant to my current state of mind, ya know?
Did you? Inquiring minds want to know!
I’m not familiar with the nuances of Discord, so you’ll have to send me a request at anna_gaddafi#7760
Not usually, I mostly draw 80s style anime, it’s what I grew up with.
Yes lol, a couple of times. I was sexually inexperienced and didn’t know how good certain places felt when touched.
request Sent
Another good sketch. Thanks Anna.
We sound like the same damn person, I'm on benzos too. I have been for several years.
My politics are all over the place. I don't even know what I believe anymore. I'm in survival mode most of the time now.
I was going through some archived threads and I'm wondering if it's really true that you haven't had sex since 1996?