How do you feel about the meaningless of existence and the fact that we are all going to die and everything we are and...

how do you feel about the meaningless of existence and the fact that we are all going to die and everything we are and have done will be forgotten ? none of this matters.

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it is actually making me happy thinking i can do whatever without any pressure as in the end nothing really matters.

Makes me want to suck a cock, but my luck would be as soon as he blows down my throat: they announce a vaccine and we're all saved.

by understanding existence doesn't revolve exclusively around my ego and self

It’s a brainlet way to think. Hell frankly it’s a reddit way to thing.
At some point nihilism got passed around
As some psudo-intellectual answer when in reality nihilism is usually adopted by people who just currently suck at life.
Nihilisum allows them the excuse to never grow or change or struggle.
To further my point, it is true nothing has any inherent meaning, nihilisum get’s that right. However things don’t NEED inherent meaning. You should apply your own meaning to what fulfills you in life.
That’s what is great about life, you get to choose your own meaning for it all.

>That’s what is great about life, you get to choose your own meaning for it all.

I think the point is that in the grand scheme of things life doesn't matter. Even if you are the greatest human being in history and are celebrated for all time, eventually this will all be gone. When you die, from your perspective in the blink of an eye a trillion trillion trillion years will pass. Our solar system will have been destroyed, coalesced into new stars and systems, and destroyed again 1,000's of times. All that was done here on Earth will be meaningless.

I'm half way through a Bachelors Degree in my chosen field; married to a fantastic woman; having great sex on a regular basis; have two happy and healthy children, and just bought my first home which is a modern 2 story on 1000m^2 of land.

If nihilism is usually adopted by people who suck at life then why do I feel the way I do. I'm living the life many people would love to be living yet I can't help feeling like none of it even matters and why should I bother getting out of bed in the morning.

So? You'll be dead and you won't notice.

I already said, there dosn’t have to be a meaning to any of it. There is no meaning for humanity, there is no meaning for your life or mine or talking on this site right now.
We do it though, why?
Because as conscious animals we get to choose to do the things that fulfill us.
There does not have to be any meaning.
It isn’t horrifying because there is no alternative to this reality.

Do you beleive in God, user?