I cant escape the loneliness anymore, anons. I want to love and be loved by a woman...

I cant escape the loneliness anymore, anons. I want to love and be loved by a woman, but I know that nobody would ever love me like that. I cant even escape it through shit like dnd or vidya anymore ; everywhere I look theres just another reminder of how lonely I am, and I cant fucking take it anymore. Even in dnd every other player gets a love interest while my character is left alone. I fucking hate it. I've known that Im going to die alone since I was 12 (20 now) and no matter what I do I cant get over it. Sometimes I feel like im a joke character in this world ; a shambling husk that was set up to fail for someone's amusement. Please fucking help me end this suffering. I dont want to die, I just want the loneliness to end.

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If I were to magically swap bodies with you I'd be having sex tomorrow, would be a millionaire by next year with a 6 pack. Your problem is you're lazy.

>>Yas Forums

Its not even about having sex, man. I just want to share a pure love with a woman. I'd go so far as to say that I'd be content with a woman that for whatever reason couldnt even have sex. The only thing I've got going for me is that Im tall, but otherwise Im just garbage.

You're only 20....
Stop being such a fucking baby, get a job that makes you a decent wage.
Your own apartment.
Isolate a gurl you like to you apartment one night and fuck her.
You'll have a gurl friend.
Be warned.
If she moves in with you, you did it to yourself. MAKE SURE before you ever move in with a woman.
Make SURE she's not fucking psycho.
They are REALLY GOOD and concealing that very important thing.

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Wow a fuckin 6 pack? You mean you can exercise for less than 10 mins for less than a month?

How is any of that related to OP? Makes you sound like a beta day taking any opportunity to project himself because nobody IRL loves him

Genuine question. I am not here to attack you. Did you graduate school? Are you overweight?

go outside

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user here, follow up to my own post
If you want a girl to love, you guys gotta be able to hold a conversation for over 3 hours and it feels like, at most, half the time.
Spending time should just come natural and you should be thinking about her ask the time, and her you.
That's love dude.
But you gotta stop being a pussy.
MAN THE FUCK UP and stop loving in your head all the time
Focus on a goal or something

Living in your head*

This.
Go talk to people without the pretense of getting laid or finding your *cringe* soulmate. People should think your a likeable, relatively normal guy. Pleasant to be around.
Don't be awkward

No. I just wanted to die at some point during highschool so I stopped giving a shit, and eventually had to do a military school thing for my GED. Yes, after military school, I got fat and I hate myself too much to even try at this point.

>would be a millionaire
Are you currently? If i was in this guys body i'd be back to doing those things that tore my ligaments and shattered my catrlidges in my wrists and knees. Women love the sense of danger as long as you have your basics covered.

And don't be broke. No one likes a broke fag

If I could stop being awkward, I would. I dont really know how to feel confidence, never really have never really will.

Posting shit like this isn't helping faggot. Go the fuck outside. Talk to girls. Don't be a creep. It's not that goddamn hard.

Omfg, this is so pathetic.
You're an emotional wreck.
Don't you ever get mad?
Don't you ever get so pissed off that it motivates you and gets your adrenaline pumping?
Dude, you gotta get the fuck outside and start working your body out.
Do not start drinking or smoking.
Go to bed at 10 PM and wake up at 6 or 7 am and work out your body.
You'll stay feeling more energetic and the key is to not stop.
Next, focus on a goal and get it done. I'd you don't go back to school, at least get a fuckin job and make some money.

I just don't understand people with depression or mental issues. Is very baffling to me

Ive talked to girls since I was 6 years old. When you're in my shoes, you either become *that* friendzoned guy that actually tries to be friends but just wants to die doing it or a pawn to be taken advantage of. Theres really no in between.

I have been there. You can't come across as lovable if you don't love yourself.

Please take this seriously, I want this for you. Workout! Even from home. Eat better.
Give a shit about your appearance, get a haircut, shave, wear a nice outfit.

And lastly when you're out, and around girls, don't be intimidated and think about what you need to be for them to date you. They don't think like that, attraction comes subconsciously. Just be a good human being and you will find someone.

I'm fucking rooting for you but you need to make a change user.

Well here do this:
1. Become Yas Forums. Go to gym. You don't have to exaggerate, just go for atleast 3 months without break and you will already look better. Combine that with high protein diet and calories deficit.

2. Practice flirting, just read a bit over the topic and then try out. You got nothing to loose.

3. Boost your self esteem / worth. Stop nerd shit. Get some new skills. People like to learn dancing to know women since its overcrowded with women.

4. More social skills. Be open to world.

5. Expect nothing, value everything.

That's like the plan. Just think what women could find attractive. Good shape, nice character, good social connections, nice skills. Flirting is like a market. You need to represent yourself and show the women that you're a good party (for getting kids)

Im just looking for something to piss me off enough to start trying again if Im being honest. I havent felt rage in a long time.

You're making the right points but being a bit of a nigger about it

Take better care of yourself, confront the ideas that have been weighing you down, you can find satisfaction in yourself much sooner than you could with a stranger.

If you hate yourself how should anyone else love you?

Your only problem is literally that you don't want to try to change anything. Just get a routine of jogging twice a week and gym once a week.

Listen to user, OP, sage advice, indeed.

OP...
even if you have to look up YouTube videos of people having conversation, you have to get your communication skills down.
First impressions are very important.
Stop. Being. Awkward.

Okay, you're a fat /niceguy/ and if you continue like this you will die a lone virgin with your dick in your hand. The only thing stopping yourself is your reliance on others for motivation. Fuck you.

Wtf...
Don't be a slave to others.
Do your thing and make sure you like it.
Fuck other people, be polite, buy when someone starts disrespecting the boundaries of conversation and just society in general, fuck that person, they're a weirdo.
Ain't got time for weirdos, hombre

Yes, optics are very important

OPs a fucking pussy, gonna an hero because he has no life!

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Okay, i'm sorry about the jabs, jags, the not gonna move unless we rustle dem jimmies

Learn how to dance Salsa, take lessons consistently and dance for 6 months

The fastest way to a womans heart is through dancing

Do it pussy bitch faggot. Once the pandemic is over there will be dances all over the place