I live my life in the same way. The best I can tell you is to start with pills or other drugs to dumb down intelligence so you can actually enjoy and feel life. Intelligence is a complete and utter curse, so Benadryl, Cough Syrup, or xanax(or really anything like these) will help slow down your mind so you can get a break from the world being so loud. For me my brain works on over drive all the time analyzing and shit, so slow it down and be a normal or below person for a bit.
But I'm also contemplating suicide as we speak anyways, it's just not as close to you. Try that before offing yourself.
Dominic Ross
no you dont
Connor Rivera
Judging by your post, you're not particularly talented at writing either. If you were a student at an inner-city middle school, it might be enough to impress your English teacher, but beyond that it's barely mediocre.
That being said, don't fucking kill yourself, dickhead. Your death will likely cause great pain to the people still in your life; even in an absolute best-case scenario, it'll greatly inconvenience those to whom it falls to clean up and dispose of your corpse afterwards.
Mason Perry
Thank you, I will try this if the vote goes against oblivion.
Gavin Gonzalez
All I have to do is take the pills while sitting on the incinerator chute. No mess.
Christian Torres
You're welcome. Anything to help someone that seems to be going through the same type of life I am.
Btw Benadryl is very easy to get and hard to actually OD off of but it relaxes you, mind, muscles, and all.
Just say fuck it and do some crazy shit. Go out clubbing and get absolutely fucked up as often as you can and take every crazy ass opportunity you come across and dont take shit from anyone. Who gives a fuck about the things you cant do, just fuck around with random stuff and you might be good at it. Theres technically no consequence because theres no heaven or hell after death
