I have decided that existence is futile. No matter what anyone can say or do...

I have decided that existence is futile. No matter what anyone can say or do, the universe ultimately either implodes or entropy does it's work over millennia.
My IQ is about 135, which means that I have all the drawbacks of higher intelligence (decreased self-satisfaction and happiness, social incompetence, increased vulnerability to mental illness, etc) but none of the advantages.
Despite my naturally high IQ I am less able in almost every respect hand my peers. Mathematics beyond simple algebra is impossible to grasp, chemistry and physics will not stay in my brain, and all other areas of academical achievement such are sub-par. The only thing I have a talent for is writing, a useless skill in my ogreish hands. Watching me attempt engineering or anything creative is akin to watching a shaved ape try his hand at a crossword. I cannot sing due to an awful voicebox, cannot play an instrument due to my inability to keep time, and cannot act due to my aforementioned social ineptitude.
I have asked out a grand total of two women in my life, both of whom we're good friends. The first said she was a lesbian, and I never saw or heard from her again. The second laughed in my face, and we drifted apart over the following few months.
I live as a shut-in, bordering on the reclusive. The few minor, temporary distractions from constant feelings of entropy and worthlessness (i.e browsing Yas Forums, playing vidya, watching the occasional anime) available to me grow less and less fulfilling by the day.
I get on very poorly with my surviving family, and have been to seek professional help multiple times. Despite medication, therapy, and religious intervention, I unfailingly relapse each time within weeks.
So forth approaches the ultimatum: should I continue to live out this pointless life, or swallow a hundred max-strength sleeping pills to get it over with much quicker? The choice is yours by majority vote.

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stfu fag

Either man the fuck up and take control of your life or fuck off forever pussy

stay around tenda. I need you to for all the laughs and lols you give me.

Sounds like you don't have an IQ of 135. Fuck off.

suffer with me copypastafag

Go shoot up a school or something else fun

I do. Tested a dozen or so times by the many doctors I've been to.

If you were smart you would figure it out