Be me

Get the fuck out of the house, push yourself to find ways to keep fucking occupied physically and mentally.

If you don't take care of your body, at least get out and walk, get fresh air. Get adequate sleep and eat properly.

Turn off the TV, get off Yas Forums, and quit fucking around with video games as much.
I was a depressed as fuck, sad sick piece of shit who put literally zero effort into myself for years. I was awkward and shy and a pathetic self fulfilling prophecy.


Start giving a fuck about yourself. Even if it means getting medicated.

Should I do web development? Is it a high demand/high pay job?

Teach yourself. Save 50k in debt. Ask me how I know.

No

I have a gym at my apartment complex but I feel to shy to go in and exercise I tried going in at 5 am so no other people were there but then a couple came in after 20 min and I left. I tried walking but I just feel like everyone’s looking out their windows making fun of me.

I have the money for college, my grandpa is a millionaire and has money for all of his grandkids. College only, so we can put the effort in and make our own life. He offered a car but I didn’t wanna take it from him so I got my own. I feel like a leech if he gives me shit.

Ya web developers get 60k right out of college. The IT field is booming right now. Im doing cybersecurity and i got plenty of internships in my junior year. This is for the best OP

Man, everyone feels like this when they first start. You know how many people are actually going to pay attention to you or notice you while they are working out? Pretty much nobody.


I was self conscious about getting in the gym too. I hadn't lifted in my damn life. I was a swimmer in high school, so all I knew was cardio.


If anything people are more inclined to be helpful and offer tips. Nobody will sewer you for trying to better yourself.

Ik I just have always had pretty bad anxiety, that’s part of the reason I can’t go out and put effort in shit. Bc I’d I fail I live in a family full of successful people and I don’t want to be the one bad egg that leeches off of people. I don’t want to fail.

fuck that. learn a trade. college is a meme