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Get the fuck out of the house, push yourself to find ways to keep fucking occupied physically and mentally.

If you don't take care of your body, at least get out and walk, get fresh air. Get adequate sleep and eat properly.

Turn off the TV, get off Yas Forums, and quit fucking around with video games as much.
I was a depressed as fuck, sad sick piece of shit who put literally zero effort into myself for years. I was awkward and shy and a pathetic self fulfilling prophecy.

Start giving a fuck about yourself. Even if it means getting medicated.

Should I do web development? Is it a high demand/high pay job?

Teach yourself. Save 50k in debt. Ask me how I know.

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I have a gym at my apartment complex but I feel to shy to go in and exercise I tried going in at 5 am so no other people were there but then a couple came in after 20 min and I left. I tried walking but I just feel like everyone’s looking out their windows making fun of me.

I have the money for college, my grandpa is a millionaire and has money for all of his grandkids. College only, so we can put the effort in and make our own life. He offered a car but I didn’t wanna take it from him so I got my own. I feel like a leech if he gives me shit.

Ya web developers get 60k right out of college. The IT field is booming right now. Im doing cybersecurity and i got plenty of internships in my junior year. This is for the best OP

Man, everyone feels like this when they first start. You know how many people are actually going to pay attention to you or notice you while they are working out? Pretty much nobody.

I was self conscious about getting in the gym too. I hadn't lifted in my damn life. I was a swimmer in high school, so all I knew was cardio.

If anything people are more inclined to be helpful and offer tips. Nobody will sewer you for trying to better yourself.

Ik I just have always had pretty bad anxiety, that’s part of the reason I can’t go out and put effort in shit. Bc I’d I fail I live in a family full of successful people and I don’t want to be the one bad egg that leeches off of people. I don’t want to fail.

fuck that. learn a trade. college is a meme

blame the chinks and pimpslap every chink you see.

Try doing 50 push-ups in your room over the course of a day, work your way up to 100 a day in sets of 20-25. Keep track of each set with a tally mark on your calendar. Look at your calendar at the end of the month and be proud

My wrists are built weird. I can’t bend them properly, any tips on how to combat that? I also have trouble playing guitar because of it. Bar chords require more wrist movement because I can’t ge them to an angle

The more you expose yourself to, the more you lessen the anxiety. I was the same way, personally I take meds just to give myself that extra edge, but eventually you have to take that first step on your own.

Also, this. I went through an apprenticeship, topped out, and now work as a fireman. I make a more than comfortable living working construction and can easily support my family.

Foreman*

How much annually? I got an offer for a college learning mechanic stuff. I have 0 experience in it. But they help you find work after college. It will be around 35k for both years. But I’m more passionate about the web design because I’ve always enjoyed that. I cannot make the decision

90k on an okay year. Over 100k on a good year.

Hmm, knuckle push-ups on carpet would help build up some strength. Wrist exercises and stretching for sure. Start slow. You could also try alternating different types every other day or set

I was in OPs position a year ago and thought to learn a trade, and it hasnt worked out in 5 months. No job wants inexperienced people. Dont know where to look. Only places my parents reccomended me looking were just job sites. But again, most posting are asking for minimun years of experience. It also doesnt help that I failed all the certs. Only job Ive been able to get was because I knew a guy who knew the boss. And that was not even a job with my trade. Now Im going to need to pay iff the 20k debt soon and my mom is getting more and more worried and how I "just dont show I care enough" in finding a job.

Also I have manlet hands and still play bass, so I kinda feel you but you can do it too!

I am a bigger person as in I’m really fkn y’all so being a fat guy it evens out. Like I can still pull off dressing nice. But my hands are big but just fucked wrists. Idk why.

Tall*

god I should have known not to listen to my parents, so its my fault, really. I wish they had me get a job first and then get a loan rather just going in to school with no money and just praying I get a job to pay off the loan like some indentured searvant. My parents think that since they learned to swim in the deap end, that I therefore must only he able to learn to swim in the deep end off the diving board. Fuck boomers.

My grandpa has the tuition covered so what should I do? Learn the mechanic trade or go into web development?