When's the last time you felt happy, Yas Forums?

Crippling fear of my own mortality. My fear of dying is overwhelming my depression.

When I was still with my first girlfriend but was dumped last year.

What keeps me going is going to the gym and hit up AMP's for fun.

...what about that was edgy?

I actually forgot when was the last time I felt happy, but what keeps me going is the fact that life can be unfair and I'm not a pussy to kill myself.

This whole shut in lately has been making me... very depressed, low self esteem and ashamed of myself. Lately I've been thinking a lot about death, mine and my families, as well as just how fucking unsuccessful and pathetic and constantly disgruntled over every little thing I have been

I can't really remember, but I do know it was when I didn't care about goals for happiness. I just enjoyed. Life sucks now.

>When's the last time you felt happy, Yas Forums?
5-6 years ago.

>What keeps you going?
The fact that I am someone elses reason to keep going.

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Kek I have no idea what was edgy about my post but if you want to be autistic have at it I guess.