I do give this a lot of thought. I would suggest that the women alienated me first. I was invisible to girls back then and none of them would speak to me because they lost cool points if they did. I was so lonely and dejected that I saw myself as less than human. I knew rape was crossing a line morally and legally and all that but I was already in a place where everyone hated me. Becoming a rapist didn't move me down the ladder much the way I saw it.
At the time I knew very little about the effect rape had on the girls long term but since then I have read a lot on the subject and it turns me on knowing that I made such an impression on them.
Lincoln Barnes
>standards of nature
You DO know that most procreation of animals that aren’t humans is done through rape, right?
Jayden Flores
This isnt true at all
For someone that has been educated in years in zoology.
Most animals mates are done through a ritual and both male and female engage willing.
Considering most female animals are actually larger than its male counterpart, they dont rape.
What they do though is whore....
Hudson Wood
You sound like a clinical narcissist, taking pride in shit like this. You will likely die alone
Jason Gonzalez
>What does your reflection says to you when you see yourself in the mirror, each morning?
I look back on those memories quite fondly. They are some of the best high school memories I have. I I know I am different from other people because it never made me feel guilty. I am not still doing this it was just a phase in my life. When my ability to get girls improved my desire to rape decreased. I am still aroused by depictions of rape and my memories but I don't live my life currently like that.
Charles Sanders
My ex raped me. You couldn't have said it better.
Evan Johnson
Maybe but the girls I raped will remember me for the rest of their lives. In a way I am more intimate with them than any bf or husband they'll have.
Camden Moore
I think it's even worse that you are now able to have relationships and sex normally, and still can't see the women closest to you as your own reflection. I can only imagine the level of cognitive dissonance required for this, and for you not to feel guilty about any of that. I'd like to think of it as a coping mechanism, or maybe some form of empathy deficit.
But you do realize, then, that the thought that it wouldn't change much to jump the shark and "just rape someone" because you were already hated, not only was it incredibly selfish, but it never was a necessity for you to have sex. From your point of you, it might not have moved you on the ladder, but what did it do to the other persons you harmed? Why was this not enough to stop you? Why is it ok to rape someone, just because it won't affect you? Why did you allow yourself to see only your own pleasure, and your own interest, and let it come at the expense of someone else's entire sense of their own humanity?
If you don't currently live like that, good. I suppose I don't have much more to say to you.
Jayden Mitchell
I know it was selfish and in the moment it felt good. To take something from a pretty girl that I was never going to get any other way. I knew it was harming them but I assumed they would get over it and get on with their lives. The ones I knew and was around in school after I raped them didn't seem that different but I was not that close to them. They looked and acted normal as far as I could tell. They didn't tell many people it happened.
>I suppose I don't have much more to say to you.
What were you hoping for in telling me all this?
Gavin Walker
Thank you. My thoughts are with you. I have way more experience dealing with that shit than I'd like. Fuck rape culture.
