How many total?
Ask a rapist anything
I'm a monster for this. I know.
8 total
I wish we were back in the medievl times where we could just kill some chads and fuck their girls regardless of age.
Shit must of been nice.
It sure beats what the army pays now.
seriously
You take what you kill. Women, gold, and you were considered a Hero in your country.
What you don't understand, then, is that women are absolutely not different from you. You can live with this because, internally, you alienate them; you think of them as fundamentally different.
When you're doing that, it's as if you're doing to yourself. But you don't see it like that, because women are for you these alien creatures that somehow, to you, "posses sex". And you're just taking it from them, like it's money, right? But it's not. It's not just a way to get what you want. They're not aliens. They're just humans.
You get that thrill, because it's a something that makes you feel important, like you have power over them. But it's thrilling, because you're not thinking about it, like you'd think about it if it happened to yourself. The nightmares. For some, every shadow becomes their aggressor. Every little detail that makes them think about it, sends them back to this moment. For some, it makes it as if their own body does not even really belongs to them, as if they're not themselves. It makes it hard to feel anything, because whenever you stop not feeling anything, you're just overwhelmed, and you cry.
Try to imagine that. Your own body is not your body. Everything you own is not yours. You have power over nothing in your life, because it's been taken from you. You probably actually feel it. You probably actually know what I mean, even if it comes from something else.
It's a terrible feeling. Existential horror. For some of them, the only way to cope is to disconnect from their emotions, their body, like they're floating beside it.
It's not only for women. And not only for rape, but rape has a very special way to dispossess you of everything. There are similarities in the way people handle trauma, regardless of being men or women. But you have to understand, there is no fundamental difference in the way the minds of women work, when compared to the minds of men. It's just human minds.
Please try to honestly think about it.
In a way I am looking forward to the boog for this.
Any wins user?
You're not taking sex from them. You're robbing them of their humanity, of their life, of themselves.
You have done terrible things, but you can change for the better. You're not a lost cause. It's too easy to just say that you're a monster, but you're not. There's no monsters. There's only humans. But just saying you're a monster, it helps, because it makes you feel like it can't be helped, like it's not really your responsibility. "It happened, but it was bound to happen. I guess I'm just a monster, you know?"
But you're not. You're just like everyone else.
You need to take some time to really think about this. Is this really how you want to live your life? The only life you'll ever get? Is this your legacy? What you want to give to the world and to other people? It doesn't matter if no one knows what you did in your life. You know what you did.
What does your reflection says to you when you see yourself in the mirror, each morning?
You don't have to live like this.