So I'm looking at ways to commit suicide and I looked at this little cheap gun. Its 125 dollars...

that that fudd lore and shove it back up your asshole m8. thats one of the biggest gun myths out there

sure
I'm 26
Hey, maybe if I do it well enough, you'll kill yourself too. Eh, that doesn't sound right, but who cares I'll be gone.

>sure

So what's preventing you?

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15 out of 7.7 billion people care about you user. Is it worth it?

my brotha, coming from one fella with a deathwish to one who is actively planning suicide, i really hope you don't do it.

Read the Bible, ironically, starting to believe in god is what made me start wanting to neck myself (heaven sounds dope, and earth is pozzed) but it really is good for the soul and mind.

My dad once told me about an idea he had to have an easy life,
be a trucker for a couple months (Real good pay) and save up money, then move to Bosnia, (or whatever country will make you happy. maybe looking into family history and checking out your homelands would be dope)
Maybe starting a business there, like a bar or club or whatever.
please brotha, you can always choose what your life is like, it doesn't have to be between shit or looking into a gun barrel.
i don't know, maybe i should mind my business but i love you brotha and I wouldn't be able to sleep if I just closed the tab and tried to forget about you.

My parents are controlling, they hurt me but at the same time they need me. If I try to leave they stop me and do anything they can to keep me around. I'm kind of that person who gets bullied a lot in the house. And I just can't handle it anymore. Being a punching bag has its limits and its time for me to move on the easiest way I can. I feel this is for the best because they will never allow me to do anything of that sort(one time I asked if I could take a vacation and they said they needed me to save money).
Stuff and bullshit like that, I'm 26 so its fine if I die, no one will care anyways.

Are your legs broken?

I get it man, I really do

But roll the dice on travel first, it changed my life

I was religious once until I started to hear alternate ideas and stuff. Now I'm not so sure anymore, kind of apart of the reason I want to die.
No, but they use a lot of emotional and mental control techniques to make you feel bad and make you feel like you are the reason you are terrible. They say things like, "You are miserable because you make your life miserable" and stuff, and its not easy to go live on your own. I'd rather just die on my own terms than deal with life after all the shit I've been through. Death is just easier and simpler.

Why try to save money on a gun if you're going to be dead anyways? Might as well spend everything you got on something powerful that will get the job done.