How can I kill myself. I'm not asking for methods because God knows I know just about every way to do it...

Thanks man. Well its 3 in the morning so I should try to get some sleep. Thanks for talking with.

Hah.I could imagine the looks on my family's faces if the saw that. I live with 11 other people privacy is precious here.

There is no such thing as gay or straight. Everybody is a wee bit bi.


However. People shape their behavior depending on what is useful and what is not useful.

Got any woods nearby? Also, what do you think their reactions really would be? They record you and put it on YouTube? Maybe just walk while mentally rehearsing, without the bodily gesture.

Np user, lowkey wish we were friends haha, have a goodnight :)

Haha I have read that it's a spectrum, I'm curious about the "useful" bit, can you elaborate?

Any music that's inspired by this experience?

i.e. you are in a social environment where faggotry is laughable and you might even get punched, you ain't doing shit with a dude for risk of becoming an outcast. You'll still occasionally notice Damn Bro Is Hot.


You'll have values of what you wanna do with your life. Kids and whatnot. Being beloved at church. Things that steer you straight.


Just because you go to a party at a bar and kiss a dude because he complimented you and is mega hotter than you, does not make you gay.


It is only in backwards social groups especially work situations where being gay is treated like winning a medal of honor where you see unabashed faggotry run amok.


Identifying with the faggotry you enjoy time to time is.... Silly low IQ thoughts.

Tons.


Fix You by Coldplay


You're Somebody Else by Flora Cash


Wish I Knew You by The Revivalists


Breathin by Ariana Grande


The System Only Dreams In Total Darkness by The National


Found What I've Been Looking For by Tom Grennan


I Know How To Speak by Manchester Orchestra


Don't Need It by Seratones


Circle by Soul Coughing


Little Talks by Of Monsters and Men


Turtles All The Way Down by Sturgill Simpson


Kamikaze by Walk The Moon


False Confidence by Noah Kahan


Superposition by Young The Giant


....yes I already had this list

Mm, I think I'd have to disagree with you on a few points, I mean, I've been in situations (originally from a 3rd world country) where being gay was really one of the worst things a person could be, but still, there were some flaming gays about, and thinking about it, they were extremely brave, as they were ridiculed and shunned. I'm sure back then for them, as for myself being a child and telling myself not to let anyone know, it was deeper and the least convenient thing.

i dunno man, i mean if you keep pussying out it sounds like you are having second thoughts, which probably means you shouldn't go through with it. You definitely shouldn't do it man