You are a strong person, user. Hardship is the currency of both hatred and compassion, and you seem to have chosen the better coin changer. I'm proud to know such strength exists in people.
Can we get a feels thread?
>Mom continues her drug addiction.
>She keeps passing out while driving because she's doped up.
>She passed out one day and drove her car into someone's pool
>Mom died.
>I move in with my uncle. I completely withdraw into myself.
>Spend 12 yrs alone, barely seeing anyone. Only came out to eat late at night. I Blacked the windows out so there were days I just wouldnt know if it was day or night out.
>I didnt care..The world didnt have anything for me..
>Brother offers me to stay with him, I do. Its a nice house and he was never home because he was a truck driver.
>I am hanging out one night, about to goto sleep.
>Decide not to sleep because whatever reason.
>Power goes out. (The power breaker would trip itself a lot, didnt know why. I'm not a electrician. I had my tv on and bathroom light was on. Thats literally it.)
>I go to turn the power back on, notice some smoke infront of my shitty blinking flash light.
>Flash light blinking probably saved me because i noticed a power outlet was glowing red.
>Theres a fire inside the wall.
>Im trying to figure out wtf when suddenly, flames.
>It happened so fast
>The hallway going up stairs is on fire
>My 3 cats are up there
>I try to get to them but it feels like a wall of pure heat.
>Shits on fire, I cant see, I have to go..
>House burns down.
>I dont know why it happened, i wasnt using much power...Brother blames me for it...
>Haven't talked to brother since..
I live alone now. I am always alone. I prefer it this way..Ironic thing is, the place I live is 2 blocks away from the funeral home my dad had his funeral at in 1993. It looks the same..I see it every day. The place I live is also a couple blocks away from where he killed himself. I see it often..
Never told anyone about this. I don't know why I told you people. I guess I just wanted to tell someone, get it off my chest. Therapy is too expensive..Thanks for reading. Sorry for my bullshit.
TFW litteraly inmune to depression cuz my two cats keep making my brain pump happiness chemicals.
every post in this thread is gay af and i can't relate. halp
Fuck...I really hope you’re okay now
Its cool.
As for me, I have to wrap my brain around the fact that my mother is going to die.
I never considered myself a "strong" person. I just had to put up with a lot, thank you.
I'm content.
ok i don't think any human can not care about that. i already told myself i'd relapse on heroin if that happened. my heart hurts for you, user.
God damnit user
I wish you the best of luck user. I hope it’s smooth sailing for you from here on out