Can we get a feels thread?
Can we get a feels thread?
Samuel Jenkins
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Chase Ward
Albatross!
Oliver Green
Pigeon man, what a good episode.
Cameron Wilson
Current mood
Aiden Butler
I miss drinking with friends
Logan Perez
Is him flying away at the end a suicide metaphor?
Daniel Garcia
he's alive and well in the jungle movie
William Stewart
Please, we need a quarantine feels thread.
I don't have much to post but I will try
Dylan Brooks
Joshua Parker
Bentley Watson
Nathaniel Hernandez
Dylan King
Nathan Lopez
John Jones
>4
>2
>3
>1
In this order, it’s Loss
Jackson Stewart
Jack Roberts
Aaron Miller
I know I'm being manipulated butt every time I see this pic, I FEEL it.
She definitely forgot. I'm an asshole, but SHE FORGOT.
Mason Lee
Jackson Smith
> butt
Stupid phone. What I get for being a phone faggot.
Carter Price
Jeremiah Stewart
Hunter Garcia
I have a pretty shit story
>be me
>1st grade
>meet this dude with blond hair, dont know him much
>2nd grade same thing
>3rd grade We hang out at recess
>4th grade this dude is one of my closest friends
>we'd hang out and play Minecraft n shit together, he and I just dicked around and did shit
>I'd go over his house and we'd just have fun
>life was good
>in middle school, we drift apart, he was not the brightest person in school and I had better grades so I was in honors classes
>still really good friends though
>eventually he got stuck with the drug delars and stuff, he has contacts who could get him weed and shit.
>he also manages to build his own vape, how I do not know.
>he also gets into several relationships, one girl gets wayyyy too close to him, drama ensues
>he gets rehected, he moves on
>however, we hang out one night with my oyher close friends, I try his vape, it wasn't that bad
>a few days later he gets caught with it at school
>fucks him up hard
>parents are all over him, he moves past it quick but he's still at it
>girl problems over the summer last year made him addicted to weed, he gets over it though
>life goes pretty good for him, he's doing really well
>two days ago, I get a text from a mutual friend
>"did you hear the news?"
>what?
> I notice he isn't included
>oh shit this aint good
>"Friendanon's mom passed away"
>shit
>SHIT
>this dude is 15 years old, gonna be 16
>his mom fucking DIES
>out of the fucking blue, she up and dies, no one as of now fugured it out
>this dude has been through SHIT lately and all of a sudden his mom dies
>what the fuck
>I give him my condolences, but WHAT THE FUCK
no one deserves that kind of shit, and here it is, happening to my friend
Fuck
Adrian Clark
feeling down, hope y'all don't mind me getting some shit off my chest. This is cheaper than therapy..
>Started at age 4
>Baby sitter, an older man in a wheel chair named Delmis. He was my aunts dad.
>Late one night, when it was bed time. He started molesting me.
>Didn't understand.
>Every time I went to his house, he would molest me.
>He offers me one of those cup ice creams but grabs his groin and points to the room.
>I say no, I wanted the ice cream.
>He gets mad and shoves my head in the wall, tells me I'm bad and to go to bed..
>Never said no again..
>My cousins and neighbors do the same things to me
>Didn't understand..
>Molested by 7 different people.
Jaxon Smith
>I'm Age 6, My dad sends me, brother and mom out to get new cloths and go to all you can eat.
>Gave my mom a hand full of money. Probably all the money he had.
>We get home, house is very clean and neat.
>Lights are off, dads not home.
>My mom finds a note on the table, she reads.
>She goes into panic mode, rushing up stairs and down.
>My brother and I don't understand.
>It was a suicide note.
>Dad hung himself at the place he works, he was found by his boss.
>EMT works on him for over 45 min.
>He's gone..
>I still didn't understand death at this time.
>Dads funeral.
>Wonder why dad is in such a creepy deep sleep. He smells weird..Like chemicals.
>I feel his face. Its very cold, like when you lay your face on cold concrete.
>Still didn't understand..
>Mom loses it.
>My grandma was there for her as much as she could be..
>They send her away to a mental hospital.
>They send me and my brother to the country to stay with my family for awhile.
>Moms never the same. She loved him so much..
Jeremiah Nelson
Did you intend the funeral?
Justin Bennett
>I'm around 8-9 now
>We lose our house, start staying with aunt.
>18 yr cousin starts sleeping in same bed as brother and I.
>Late one night he starts molesting me.
>He keeps doing it every night.
>One night he got me alone.. He pulled me into the bathroom, pulled my pants down and started raping me..
>He finishes and wouldnt let me clean the jizz off myself...Just told me it would dry..
>Grandma sees i was acting weird, she finds out what he did.
>Never see him again.
>Mom goes manic and starts moving us around every 6 months.
>Mom tries to find love. All abusive assholes. One would beat her all the time, broke her fingers, choked her til she passed out...His name was Marty
>Marty introduced her to heroin...
>We all move in with my grandmother.
>Mom gets off the heroin.
>Grandmother loves us all so much. She is awesome and likes to play Sega all night (this was the late 90's)
>I start getting into animation, coding websites and developing simple games.
>Grandma supported this. She got me a new computer.
>I developed a game especially for grandma on her birthday, an RPG style scavenger hunt type game. The end result was a message for her telling her I loved her and happy birthday. I made all the graphics and programmed it myself.
>She thought it was so cool. She thought I had real talent..
Luke Thompson
This is pretty spot on
Isaac Murphy
>2002
>One night, brother comes to me and says grandma hasn't opened her door all night. Usually she keeps it open unless she's sleeping.
>We check on grandma. She's sitting on her bed, staring at the clock, zoned out..
>Can't get her attention.
>Call paramedics, they snap her out of it.
>Grandma doesn't know who I am.
>She gets taken to the hospital, brain cancer.
>She starts chemotherapy. Loses her long beautiful hair.
>Her bones are fragile, she breaks her arm one night while sleeping...Never heard her scream so hard...
>Doctors didn't do shit.. They think its arthritis.
>She's in so much pain she can't bare it.
>Somehow though..Through the pain of an untreated broken arm grandma found a way to smile, every, single, time she saw me. She forced it.
>After two weeks of untreated broken arm, doctors realize it isn't arthritis. Finally they do something about it.
>They give her some shitty cast made of plastic that keeps digging into her skin and causing her pain.
>Grandma still finds a way to smile every time she sees me.
>Its around November
>Grandma gets worse, they send her to hospice.
>Brother going to see her, I don't go.
>Grandma dies next night.
>She was the strongest person ill ever know. I am so thankful she kept smiling. I realize now that it was for me to remember her not dying, not in pain. But smiling..I love her and I miss her.
Grayson Miller
>Mom goes crazy, this time no one to help her through it.
>Mom starts doing heroin again..
>Christmas time, Grandma just died a month ago. First Christmas without her.
>I come downstairs, lightweight hoping to see lights, present and tree..Just something to boost spirits.
>No lights, No presents, No tree. Just mom, sitting on the couch shooting up heroin.
>She sees me, embarrassed and upset saying "I'm sorry, user. I'll get some christmas presents next week. I promise.."
>I pokerface and tell her, "Its okay, mom. You dont have to do that. I just came down to get a drink"
>We hug and I go back to my room to cut myself.
>I start cutting myself to releave my stress..
>Cutting myself becomes a habit. I have to wear long sleeves all the time...Didn't want anyone to know...Didn't want to make mom more sad.
I don't do this anymore.
>Mom stops paying rent to pay her heroin addiction.
>We get evicted, lose everything. My computer with all the games I created and my animations..Gone.
>With no home, I stop going to school after 9th grade.
>We live on the streets for awhile
>Dumpster food, donuts with coffee grounds on them and dumpster pizza from shops.
>We move into my aunts boyfriends extra house (I guess he owns a bunch of houses. Mostly in bad areas)
>Mom owes a lot of money to her drug dealer.
>One night, I'm sleeping.
>He has two people come into the house, they break my bed room door down.
>I jump up from the area on the floor where I was sleeping (didn't have a bed, it was just blankets on the floor)
>I look up and the two people have guns pointed at my head.
>They start yelling at my mom about something I was too focused on the guns at my head.
>Mom talks to them and they leave. Mom acts like shit didn't just happen..Like I didnt just wake up to people screaming at us and pointing two guns at my head.
>Fuck, I could of died..
Lincoln Mitchell
You are a strong person, user. Hardship is the currency of both hatred and compassion, and you seem to have chosen the better coin changer. I'm proud to know such strength exists in people.
Mason Wilson
>Mom continues her drug addiction.
>She keeps passing out while driving because she's doped up.
>She passed out one day and drove her car into someone's pool
>Mom died.
>I move in with my uncle. I completely withdraw into myself.
>Spend 12 yrs alone, barely seeing anyone. Only came out to eat late at night. I Blacked the windows out so there were days I just wouldnt know if it was day or night out.
>I didnt care..The world didnt have anything for me..
>Brother offers me to stay with him, I do. Its a nice house and he was never home because he was a truck driver.
>I am hanging out one night, about to goto sleep.
>Decide not to sleep because whatever reason.
>Power goes out. (The power breaker would trip itself a lot, didnt know why. I'm not a electrician. I had my tv on and bathroom light was on. Thats literally it.)
>I go to turn the power back on, notice some smoke infront of my shitty blinking flash light.
>Flash light blinking probably saved me because i noticed a power outlet was glowing red.
>Theres a fire inside the wall.
>Im trying to figure out wtf when suddenly, flames.
>It happened so fast
>The hallway going up stairs is on fire
>My 3 cats are up there
>I try to get to them but it feels like a wall of pure heat.
>Shits on fire, I cant see, I have to go..
>House burns down.
>I dont know why it happened, i wasnt using much power...Brother blames me for it...
>Haven't talked to brother since..
I live alone now. I am always alone. I prefer it this way..Ironic thing is, the place I live is 2 blocks away from the funeral home my dad had his funeral at in 1993. It looks the same..I see it every day. The place I live is also a couple blocks away from where he killed himself. I see it often..
Never told anyone about this. I don't know why I told you people. I guess I just wanted to tell someone, get it off my chest. Therapy is too expensive..Thanks for reading. Sorry for my bullshit.
Dylan Lewis
TFW litteraly inmune to depression cuz my two cats keep making my brain pump happiness chemicals.
Xavier Rivera
every post in this thread is gay af and i can't relate. halp
Jeremiah Scott
Fuck...I really hope you’re okay now
Zachary Bailey
Its cool.
As for me, I have to wrap my brain around the fact that my mother is going to die.
Joseph Baker
I never considered myself a "strong" person. I just had to put up with a lot, thank you.
I'm content.
Brayden Baker
ok i don't think any human can not care about that. i already told myself i'd relapse on heroin if that happened. my heart hurts for you, user.
Matthew Murphy
God damnit user
Chase Rodriguez
I wish you the best of luck user. I hope it’s smooth sailing for you from here on out
Michael Garcia
my girlfriend died in january
3 amazing yearstogether, knew her for 19 years, we had had 4 years together in our early 20s
she was only 33
dead when i got home
i tried cpr till the amberlamps got there but she had been dead a long time
they tell me it was likely a terminal fall, kidney failure from the medication they gave her for the lupus they diagnosed and sent her home with
so now i'm alone
and i got laid off today too, probably months, i don't see how the lockdowns can be survivable, i wasn't ready for so much in such a short time
Dylan Nelson
I want to die
Eli Myers
what is more painful; her cheating on you/leaving you or her dying?
Grayson Powell
Don't worry, she's not dying. The thing is my mom is almost 80 (which makes me way too old to be here). And right now the thought of my mother being kept alive artificially against her will because I'm too fucking scared to let her go scares the shit out of me.
And the worst thing is I'm an only child. I pretty much won't have any family to fall back on.
James Cook
>Sorry for my bullshit.
Don't be, user. That's what these threads are here for.
I'm sorry to hear all that, man. I'll pray for you.
Kevin Gonzalez
One of these days your cats will die.
Angel Ortiz
definitely the dying
afer all the time apart, lived our lives, find eachother again, and things were so good and getting better
i visited her in the hospital every day when they were figuring it out, stayed over with her when she was in pain all night
she was supposed to be getting better now
Oliver Rogers
this is why creating your own family is important and not to fall for the zoomer meme. if you have a wife and kids but lose a parent you have the support of your spouse/child(ren) still in your life.
Ryan Garcia
>2019 february
>best friend calls me out of the blue
>Answer with "WASSUUUUP!?"
>He's crying and says: "My dad died."
I kept saying what and he kept repeating himself because I was in such disbelief
Parker Rivera
The other reason I'm depressed is I've got no one in my life and I'm at the point where I never will.
I saw this joke about how dating when you're 28 consists of saying how you used to be fun. I'm at the age where fun isn't a memory. Its either go out with cynical bitchy divorced women or stay alone
Josiah Sanchez
I'm a paramedoc, i watch people die for a living... I come on here for some good ol YLYL but its 1am and I cant sleep
Justin Long
Paramedic* cant fucking spell my own job. I had 4 VSAs in one shift last week and no one older than 30, Life is short folks
Adam Turner
This self isolating is nothing new for me.
Levi Edwards
Thanks
Caleb Anderson
Fuckin this.
Had to wait in a line for like 5 minutes to go shopping, but thats it.
Didn't buy more or less stuff. Everything was all picked over, but it was all stuff I don't buy anyway.
"""A GLOBAL PANDEMIC!!!!1!""" and nothing changed.
Asher Nelson
The past doesn't exist if you don't let it exist...
How old are you now?
Carter Lewis
I'm sorry to hear that. I've had to deal with a suicide in my family. I read a philosopher that said that Suicide is an act of self love... You can interpret that any way you want, it's helped me plenty.
Benjamin Miller
thats crazy if its true
Carson Smith
Me too, user.
So many great nights.
Jaxon Hall
>intend
Connor Bailey
You'd love Jainism, frend
Dylan King
legend
Lincoln Reyes
Adrian Davis
Fuck dude. I would say I'm sorry but it seems as though your current state of living is beyond words. I would recommend getting into something artistic. I would also recommend getting into philosophy, starting with Epicurus, He believed that philosophy is therapy of the soul. He also has a soothing view on death. I wouldn't recommend getting into religion...
Liam Johnson
Leo Edwards
>I'm at the age where fun isn't a memory. Its either go out with cynical bitchy divorced women or stay alone
Welcome to your 40s user. Dating is a fucking nightmare. Can I get a date? Anytime I want, just open up an app. Fit, thin, hung, handsome. What I'm meeting, fuck, more fun staying home with doggo.
Liam Carter
Levi Lopez
Biggest mistake I ever made was to stop talking to my friend regularly. An old 'friend' held an event where everyone was invited but I wasn't, which I only heard about through second hand information. This made me realise just how forgotten I am. I have tried reintegrating myself into my old friendship circle but it has not worked, I feel like a permanent outsider and I feel like they quietly hate me.
Times moves shockingly fast, days turn into weeks which turn into months which turn into years so easily. One should never waste time or socially withdraw (even though it is hard to tell it is happening, which is it's most malicious aspect of it).
Carson Barnes
dumpin my folder i started in 07-08
Adrian Fisher
i hope you enjoy
Juan Jackson
Ryan Thompson
Fuck. I should clarify. Suicide is NOT ok. It's an act of self love, but it's the last act of any kind of love. I'm not saying that we should kill ourselves out of love, but I would say that somewhere in that act of self death, there was love. I wish instead he stayed alive and instead gave you the love that a father does. THAT's love that's everlasting. Love yourself before anyone else.
:)
Isaiah Martinez
i just lost two close friends recently. one to suicide and the other OD'ed. i feel your pain Yas Forumsros.
John Lopez
Imagine raising two failures
I'm surprised he hasn't an heroed
Thomas Walker
i hope these pictures help
Liam Ward
goddammit, i laughed