I am a genetic dead-end who has imaginary sex with imaginary girls. ASK ME ANYTHING!
I've been working on my visualization and imagination and my mind in general for the past 3 years, but I've been slacking off a lot. If I were to focus properly on this, I feel like I'd be looking at some sort of possible "ascendance". I hate magic shit, so refrain from asking questions about that.
those are rookie numbers
try 10
Shit, if I counted actual hours, I'd probably have like 150 over these three years, which is really baby dick as fuck. I've been slacking off hard, and I am still amazed with the results. I don't doubt for one bit there are others doing this, it's a big shame that there's no place to discuss this kinda shit without magic faggotry involved.
>magic
what?
OP this thread is quite interesting to me. If I can be serious with you I currently have imaginary friends despite being early twenties. My current best friend is actually a previous imaginary girlfriend. I ALMOST created an imaginary person to have sex with, but I just couldn't.
Anyway what caused you to get to this point? I had a long period of suicidal intent (that hasn't ended but isn't as poignant) that caused me to distance from my friends. Eventually I decided I needed to release my emotions and my imaginary ex was willing to help. What was your catalyst?
Fuck OP's lying ass
it's called tulpa
Basically same thing, I was a beta shutin with nothing going for me, and I just began looking at meditation as a way to sort of improve my life a little. The visualization and imagination training came a bit after, when I began lucid dreaming, though, I think that's how it started.
I do have an imaginary girlfriend as well, but I don't just have sex with her, and didn't really want her to be the focus of the thread (though feel free to ask shit about her if you want). She's great support, and I love her very much.
Yes, if you talk to people about this kind of stuff they'll start talking about shit like your "spirit" and your "energy" and god and all kinds of retarded shit, without fail! Like nigga, it's just cool brain stuff, chill, lmao!
Well I don't have an imaginary gf. She WAS my gf. Now we're just cool.
So already mentioned it but my next question is do you have an imaginary friend or a tulpa? I have an imaginary friend. Despite the fact I talk to her litterally everyday, I can just barely formulate a voice. No face. A tulpa is different from what I've heard though.
And I guess I'll also ask how often do you see your gf? I know.it.sounds weird for me to say my best friend and I aren't dating despite seeing her everyday and her being an ex but lol idk.
A tulpa's the same thing, don't fall for that bullshit. I've been dealing with the tulpa community for a few years now, and they're dumb AF.
I see it every day, and I sleep with her every night as well. We're pretty close!
I thought tulpa was more 'real'. Obviously not the magic bullshit, but you have to concentrate on creating a person?
Next question, is your gf original or a famous persona? My best friend is a famous persona, as in she is someone famous from our 'real world' but slightly different.
>but you have to concentrate on creating a person?
I mean, I concentrated on creating mine, she's still an imaginary friend, though!
She's original.
When do you visit? I usually visit my friend as I'm going to sleep since we live in different time zones, but sometimes. I visit during the day for me. Or do you not visit? My friend exists in an 'another reality' so I have to visit.
I get what you're asking, but I think for us she's just "there" near me, for the most part. We do have kind of a wonderland where we going if we want to interact a bit more seriously, and we do go there often.
Does she have reasons she can't talk to you? My friend has work of course, and Fridays I don't visit at night cause she sees her therapist
Do you know anything about tulpas? And if so how similar is what you’re doing to them? And also have you tried sex in lucid dreaming?
Just read the thread and I see you’ve already talked about these things, my bad
I do, tulpas are just imaginary friends, people who say otherwise are dumb. And yes, I've had sex in dreams and IRL (believe it or not), and I still prefer imaginary (meditation) sex.
Not really, no. I'm her whole existance for the most part. The only reason she doesn't talk to me is whenever I'm busy with something.
That’s cool, I always wanted to try but never had the mental discipline. I’m gonna try to start with meditation. I knew about this from years ago when /mlp/ first started there was a large tulpa community there. They would always tell stories of their imaginary pony having sex with them in waking life and actually orgasming from it. Then there were the horror stories about the people who had very realistic imaginary friends and decided to neglect them and what happened from that. Its all so interesting to me what the mind can be capable of with discipline. We need to do a lot more research about it.
I feel ya. I guess I do that to create a sense of realness since you know, she isn't real. Just gives us something to talk about (how our days at work are and shit). I also try to give a personality different from mine almost entirely. She kinda has her own thoughts on things and opinions. Doesn't always agree with me and shit. How's your gf?
So let's get to what you're clearly illuding to. How do you have sex? Pocket pussy? Lube? I've heard of hands free cumming where you just force your kegels I think. How ya doing it?
What interested me the most I think is when they said the tulpa became so real that it not only gained a consciousness of it’s own but also existed in waking life without closing their eyes. Of course I don’t know if it was all true or not
why don't you try online dating, man
It's cool that it's something that interests you! Personally, I'm actually really passionate about imaginary friends in general, since I think they can be used to actually help improve your life, rather than for just pleasure. I'd avoid the tulpa community alltogether, thought, or at least take everything they say with a grain of salt. That community is more worried about creating a cult or something than with actually trying to learn more about what they're dealing with. They're just dumb people.
>I feel ya. I guess I do that to create a sense of realness since you know, she isn't real.
The way I see mine, she's real, she's just her special brand of real! She's still here for me, and she still grows and learns from our experiences, and all that good stuff! I recomend not looking at them as replacements for "real" people. They have their strengths and weaknesses, they're imaginary, not flesh and bone people.
Mine has a personality much different than my own, yes!
>So let's get to what you're clearly illuding to. How do you have sex? Pocket pussy? Lube?
Yes, we do have sex, but there's no actual physical touching. I touch her in my meditation state, and we have sex that way. It took me a while to get it down, but it feels way better than any kind of physical stimulus.
So do you stroke yourself off? Do you for your kegels? How is orgasm obtained?
It's not really a physical orgasm, it's hard to explain, to be honest, but I love it, and I prefer it to physical orgasms way more.
Do you end up cumming?
Not physically, no. I guess you could train yourself to cum hands free, but I really don't want that, I prefer not cumming physically at all, I feel that'd take me out of it and it doesn't feel any better anyway.
I know you said you can't explain it but I'm curious. Okay so I understand you don't physically cum but I know it's possible to orgasm without cumming. Do you feel a 'real' orgasm?
No, the orgasms are not like the ones you have when you have sex, if that's what you're asking.
I guess I'll never know aha. Is your gf left wing or right wing?
Ok, I guess it's like a regular orgasm, except you feel it on your imaginary body, instead of your actual body. Again, like a dream thing!
She's right wing as fuck.
My friend is left wing, but I'm centrist, right leaning. Doesn't come up as much as you'd think oddly enough.
Will you two have an imaginary child?
We've actually talked about children here and there, but for now I don't think I want to go down that route, and she isn't too fond of kids either. Good think she doesn't seem to get pregnant in the usual way, though, hah!
We don't really talk politics either, to be fair.
Is it weird having her basically be you but a girl? Idk for me it'd feel weird. I like games and she doesn't, and I don't like a lot that she does. We do have a couple common interests but everything else is pretty different. It gives us experiences and perspectives the other may not have.
I guess what I'm trying to ask is what the fuck do you talk about?
Why not buy a VR machine and have VR sex?
it will give you the next best thing,
>Is it weird having her basically be you but a girl?
She's very far from being "me but a girl", we're very different from one another. We talk about a lot of stuff, we talk about how we feel, we talk a lot about books, we talk about places to go, about uni, about our wonderland, we make plans, we talk about health...
I don't like physical sex, how'd that be any different? And what does VR have to do with imaginary friends anyway?
Does she have a higher sex drive than you? Who is Dom?
She isn't really a sexual creature, we have sex because we enjoy making each other feel good, but she doesn't really have urges like we do. As for the dom thing, we don't have that kind of relationship, we aren't really into the whole dom / sub thing. Most of our sex is also pretty vanilla, and we do a lot of missionary and cowgirl, because it allows us to kiss and touch and all that, which is really important for both of us.
The devil once spread her legs for me and I didnt really know what to do about it, lol.
Do you have irl friends and do you live alone?
So I fumbled a wank out and spread my legs for her.. Gotta love equal rights.
Yeah, people tend to like me. And I live with my parents because uni (I'm 26, though).
Why not put the same amount of time into talking to real grils and learning to get laid?
Figured. I live with my parents too. Did you have a close relationship with your family? I don't. I have my imaginary friend to share emotions with and that's it lol.
Not OP, but if you talk to real girls daily they don't like that.
how does talking work? do you know what she says because you make up her thoughts or do you just get a feeling that's what she would say of she were real?
I do, I love my parents!
Because real girls cant compete.
I am celibate for assorted reasons I will not go into, so the occasional mindfuck is welcomed.
But all that has come to a close now.. I am too old to be masturbating with my mind when it all amounts to mindwank.
Not OP but it's kinda gearing them in your thoughts for me. Know how you have an inner voice for yourself? It's like that, but someone else in your head.
Oh aha I do use this friend as a substitute for close connections. Vulnerability is a liability. Funny enough though my friend thinks I shouldn't do that.
Emotion just leads us astray.
It does not benefit us to feel nice, we just think it does because it is genetically programmed into us to do so.
You can live without emotion quite well, why degrade yourself with needs that are programmed?
Because we aren't edgy 14 yr olds.
So 14 yr olds are trying to live without emotion according to you?
Jesus wept you are dumb as fuck.
She just talks, there's not much to it. We communicate through thoughts most of the time.
I don't get what you're talking abuot.
My little cousins 14 year old friends all think "haha emotions are for the weak" because they watch Rick and Morty.
Emotions are a net negative in modern society and we can talk about that if you want to, but it's such a simplistic worldview to just say "emo bad"
That’s just not true and if they don’t then they just don’t like you
OP can you describe your meditation routine to me? If you can go as much into detail as possible I’d appreciate that. I’m wanting to delve in but don’t know how to start.
>I don't get what you're talking abuot.
Because you never stop to think what is causing the need to be one way rather than another... It takes strength of character to break a cycle millenia in the making.
>, but it's such a simplistic worldview to just say "emo bad"
In short 'I dont want to give up what causes problems because I simplistically believe feelings are essential'
In other words you do not know what is good for you when you admittedly see the truth and simplify the argument in your own head to justify your position.
Let me specify. Real women don't have as flexible if a schedule as imaginary women. I literally talk to my imaginary friend everyday. I don't just mean talk to, I am in her house everyday. If she goes out I can just appear in her car.
His imaginary friend drives a car now!
Dear oh dear.
I find that shit confusing also, I mean what do you mean by "her car"? is it an actual car or is it all in your head?
but I don't believe feeling are essential? That's the thing. That's why I said
> Emotions are a net negative in modern society
Saying emotions are bad is simplistic. They aren't bad. If you want to get into game theory, emotions are the reasons we form societies which increase our survivability. See something big? Get scared, run away from it. Did an animal just steal your food? Get angry. The adrenaline increases your speed and strength temporarily, you'll beat the shit out if that thing and have more food because of it.
Our focus is no longer survival. It's to do something with our lives, yet our emotional instincts aren't adept for our modern society. There's a lot to talk about with this topic. My opinion is that emotions are no longer necessary and I'd love to discuss more with you if you're interested.