I am an 18 year old that's still in high school and for some reason I really, really want to kill people...

I said I had a good childhood xd not some rabbi touching me xd

some advice I'd give me at half my age: make a hobby of crafting yourself. spend a little time deciding how you want to look, and a moderate amount of time getting to look that way. you don't have to be a fag for clothes or a gym rat, but if you dress nice and have a decent body, it will avoid a lot of self doubt and issues over the next decade or so of your life.
let people be nice to you, even love you. if this ain't a problem for you, good on you
I know it was for me.

Hey kiddo, its called intrusive thougths and shows that there is/was something that fucked you up.
Dont worry too much been living with that shit for 26 years and as my life got better i had less and less thougths, and you can guess, when i had some really bad days i thougth about shit like this alot

Honestly it's not a big deal, just a psychological quirk in all likelihood. You'll grow out of it

That’s called being American.
There will come a point in your life where what you said will happen. Then it will go away like an urge to fap.

joining because you want to kill people will mostly make you likely to pull a trigger when you could have deescalated a situation.
most military don't see the front line. they're manning desks and shit. even in the tent cities administration and shitwork have to be done.
join to serve your country. vote to have a country with morals worth serving.

But you admit to being a jew? I knew it.

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spidey looks like a bunch of black sperm are about to drill into his head and make a zygote

Yea you know it

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>What do I do anons?
You lack natural empathy. So work on developing it. For starters, do you care about or love anyone?