I am an 18 year old that's still in high school and for some reason I really, really want to kill people...

I am an 18 year old that's still in high school and for some reason I really, really want to kill people. I have had a pretty good childhood and nothing is really going bad in my life so I don't know why I have this instinct. What do I do anons?

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>still in high school
>wants to shoot people
>hasn't realized he could shoot up the school

i can see why you haven't graduated yet you dumb motherfucker

livestream it when you do

Start raising pigs whenever you get an urge remove the fingernails the teeth and the hair from the body and then feed them to the pigs

If you do make sure theyre niggers

join the military before you end up in prison

Join the military

Not like a quick death kind of thing. Like torture and making people suffer. Type of stuff like where they tear off your fingernails and watch you slowly die. I get it's edgy but idk man.

it happens
don't do it
it's called intrusive thoughts. you get these random ideas to shove someones face into a fire pit or whatever
I've delt with it for decades
I suggest:
* grow a dark sense of humor
* be too lazy to want to deal with the fallout of that bullshit
* make art and shit. it's a good place to tuck your heeby jeebies.
good luck, kiddo.

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Read king James Bible and watch pastor Anderson on YouTube /thread

Thanks, I've been trying to find some hobbies aside of playing games like investing and it's kinda helped but still this urge is weird

Kill yourself. Everyone wins.

Yea user join the military so you can get treated like dog shit and want to kill even more people when you get out

hivemind

OP has probably already been molested enough

It's a normal thing. Theres a theory in psychology about the id, superego, etc and your brain regulating itself to prevent it. Just dont do it. Find an outlet to prevent it even. Punching your mattress or pillow can actually be soothing af when you tire yourself out OP.

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In all seriousness, a lot of men feel this way. We just jerk off or whatever instead.

For joining the military do you need to explain why you want to join or do they allow just anyone to join. Because I am very accurate when I go to the shooting range but I don't think they're going to allow people to join just because they want to kill people. They're probably going to think I'm a psychopath

You have to fight those urges. if you're still in HS at 18 you're dumb enough to get caught.

I said I had a good childhood xd not some rabbi touching me xd

some advice I'd give me at half my age: make a hobby of crafting yourself. spend a little time deciding how you want to look, and a moderate amount of time getting to look that way. you don't have to be a fag for clothes or a gym rat, but if you dress nice and have a decent body, it will avoid a lot of self doubt and issues over the next decade or so of your life.
let people be nice to you, even love you. if this ain't a problem for you, good on you
I know it was for me.

Hey kiddo, its called intrusive thougths and shows that there is/was something that fucked you up.
Dont worry too much been living with that shit for 26 years and as my life got better i had less and less thougths, and you can guess, when i had some really bad days i thougth about shit like this alot

Honestly it's not a big deal, just a psychological quirk in all likelihood. You'll grow out of it

That’s called being American.
There will come a point in your life where what you said will happen. Then it will go away like an urge to fap.

joining because you want to kill people will mostly make you likely to pull a trigger when you could have deescalated a situation.
most military don't see the front line. they're manning desks and shit. even in the tent cities administration and shitwork have to be done.
join to serve your country. vote to have a country with morals worth serving.

But you admit to being a jew? I knew it.

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spidey looks like a bunch of black sperm are about to drill into his head and make a zygote

Yea you know it

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>What do I do anons?
You lack natural empathy. So work on developing it. For starters, do you care about or love anyone?

Aside of family not much. Friends kind of betrayed me but my urges were there before I even knew them

lol, if he lacked empathy he wouldn't be worried about his intrusive thoughts, dummy.

^ This

Read crime and punishment

>Aside of family
then focus on your family and consider how you would feel if someone just like you had the desire to kill one of them.

>Dexter Reborn

Godspeed, Op....

Yea you're right, thanks

>lol, if he lacked empathy he wouldn't be worried about his intrusive thoughts, dummy.
I said he lacked "natural" empathy. It's fairly obvious he has at leas some to openly question his feelings. The issue regardless is that he doesn't have enough.

>high school
Although Im not sure how interesting Dexter would be as a Wheelchair pusher?

OP, you probably just need a real man to blast a nutsack full of 8 week accumulated jizz into your mouth

gods you dense fucking lump
the kid obviously gives a fuck about people. he's just getting the urge to fuck shit up.
dummies act on it without thinking.
op isn't a completely retarded shit demon, so he's questioning these unfortunate urges
he's not planning something
he's not skulking about waiting for some thick cunt to explain what being nice is
he just needs to be reassured that tons of people get these, it's pretty fucking normal, and that it's cool if he just acknowledges that they happen and moves on with his life.
they're only a big deal if you're a gormless ballsack that does whatever pops into your head, or if you're an obsessive cunt weasel that decides its means god shoved a plan up your dick
he'll be fine.

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your post makes me think that you've been here before you were 18 wanna explain?

If op was definition psychopath, he wouldnt have posted this. Obvious sociopath who can 'learn' empathy for others if they are already aware somethings wrong.

Do it

you don't know shit, guy. I'm empathetic as fuck to the point of having difficulty not relating to the feelings of others more than my own, and I still get this bullshit. because some people just get this bullshit.
the kid will be fine.
he's not suffering a crises of moral fortitude.

Ok dude chill. You're larping as a chad when you're a 120 lb manlet who cums to futa hentai with his body pillow beside him.

>18 year old that's still in high school and for some reason I really, really want to kill people
By coincidence, this is exactly the age that old men decided you can enlist in the army and do their bidding.
...or is it?

I don't think OP is a sociopath at all. He's just got a thread in his head pointing out killspots and dangers to the main drive.

It's called being a faggot

Stop it. Right now, hey! Baaad...bad boy...bad. no!

please don't take jokes seriously.

lol op go to bed and jack off like the rest of us

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And his sisters dirty diaper on his face like a Bane mask. Dont leave that out.

Which country do you live?

I usually go on Yas Forums but go on Yas Forums for fun. Neither of those were for asking questions like these and I surely won't go on the shithole that is plebbit. So Yas Forums had to do this time

get some help.
reported thread to FBI so they can follow your IP now and hopefully come murder you in your sleep after you post too many times about how youre going to shoot up your school

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US

don't
fucking
care

Everyone has their own issues(demons) to wrestle with and I was not addressing yours. I was only addressing his. which he apparently thanked me for, which is a good start at least.

Start your own thread with your own fucked up issues.

You talkin pic related or like Canadian torture techniques were they only give one sugar cube per coffee and donut without glaze in the interrogation room?

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Shooting up schools is cringe and only retards do it.

the ideas you see in Yas Forums are the concentrated bullshit of old men trying to justify their dumbass opinions.
please don't take them seriously.
also, pretending websites are some kind of clubs that you should only participate in one of is silly

Couldnt even quad. Pathetic.

good for you, chucklenuts

Well pol is just fun to go on. And I get what you mean about the sites but they censor people thanks to this political correctness movement

Get in the Army

10% of political correctness is too far. 90% is just not treating people like shit.
fight the 10%, but don't toss treating people well.
I'm out. good luck with life man.