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Spinel appreciation thread
I get jealous when I see fan art of her with Steven. I try to imagine it's me instead of him, but it's still easy for me to get mad jealous
Here's when I started writing this shit down.
We are co-dependent. She uses me as a crutch for her abandonment issues, and I use her as a crutch for mine. But I really do adore her, and love her personality, and as we spend more time together it develops into true love - but our sick neediness for each other is still apparent.
She is standoffish about becoming more serious in a long term relationship though, because she will outlive me. She can't bear the thought of losing me, but she can't bear the thought of leaving me either.
When we cuddle and kiss, she wraps her stretchy arms and legs around me.
One day, out kissing and cuddling progress into more. I penetrate her. The facial expressions I mentioned get me off earlier are very expressive of her physical ecstacy as I loose control of myself making love to her. I feel her reaching orgasm, and we come at the same time. We fall asleep wrapped around each other
In the following weeks, I feel... Different.
Now that's she's discovered physical love, we are begining to explore our physical attraction to one another more and more.
My own physical health though, something is... Off. I don't feel sick, but something is just different.
She takes me to the doctor. Here it is revealed that I am becoming part gem. The physical act of our love made her a part of me. We begin discussing what this will mean for our future. Will I live long enough for us to spend eternity together? It's a serious possibility now.
After weeks of discussing it, but both nervously skirting around the real core issue, she comes to me one night in a new set of lingerie. She asks me if I like it, and I tell her shes always beautiful no matter what she wears, but tonight shes started my desire on fire. I ask her what the occasion is, and she replies with a cute smile, "nooooooooothing". She rests her head and hand on my chest, looking up at me. "Do you love me?" She asks.
"I love you so much Spinel"
"How much?"
"More than the entire world a thousand times over"
"Do you want to be with me forever?"
"Forever ever"
She smiles a somewhat sad, someone happy, relieved smile, and rests her head back on my chest. I know she still has insecurities. I push her off my chest and climb on top of her, gently kissing her cheek, then her neck, and then her collarbone. I progress to her small but perfect breasts, her stomach, and hips. Eventually my face is between her thighs, and at the edges of her thong. She runs her fingers through my hair as she tries to suppress moans.
hahaha really??
I guess it's okay, you should like it a lot
I like the character but I don't get jealous
i really feel like steven right now
you know
like shit, depressed and stuff
hahaha nice nice
I wish it were real
the world is very boring
>We are co-dependent
Yeah, the problem is I think it looks super cute, but I'm not him. I wish it was me I stead of him.
Also, I have depression, but I didn't really feel like I related to Steven, or anyone else in the movie. And I've only seen clips from the show.
life is good for some people
for others, life is hell
as we are both in this place, I think we know the answer
I think you should look for a hobby, you should watch the 5 seasons of steven universe, the movie and steven universe future
it's a good cartoon
another thing you can do is go out to look for women
I don't like noise, so it is difficult to leave for me
Many women like me, but I don't like them, and the 2 women I like are just like Connie, shit
if we are lucky, someday we can find a spinel
that is, we are still alive, the game continues
Hey user!
How was your day?
I heard this on the radio and immediately thought of you
For you.
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