Spinel appreciation thread

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I get jealous when I see fan art of her with Steven. I try to imagine it's me instead of him, but it's still easy for me to get mad jealous

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Here's when I started writing this shit down.

We are co-dependent. She uses me as a crutch for her abandonment issues, and I use her as a crutch for mine. But I really do adore her, and love her personality, and as we spend more time together it develops into true love - but our sick neediness for each other is still apparent.

She is standoffish about becoming more serious in a long term relationship though, because she will outlive me. She can't bear the thought of losing me, but she can't bear the thought of leaving me either.

When we cuddle and kiss, she wraps her stretchy arms and legs around me.

One day, out kissing and cuddling progress into more. I penetrate her. The facial expressions I mentioned get me off earlier are very expressive of her physical ecstacy as I loose control of myself making love to her. I feel her reaching orgasm, and we come at the same time. We fall asleep wrapped around each other

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In the following weeks, I feel... Different.

Now that's she's discovered physical love, we are begining to explore our physical attraction to one another more and more.

My own physical health though, something is... Off. I don't feel sick, but something is just different.

She takes me to the doctor. Here it is revealed that I am becoming part gem. The physical act of our love made her a part of me. We begin discussing what this will mean for our future. Will I live long enough for us to spend eternity together? It's a serious possibility now.

After weeks of discussing it, but both nervously skirting around the real core issue, she comes to me one night in a new set of lingerie. She asks me if I like it, and I tell her shes always beautiful no matter what she wears, but tonight shes started my desire on fire. I ask her what the occasion is, and she replies with a cute smile, "nooooooooothing". She rests her head and hand on my chest, looking up at me. "Do you love me?" She asks.
"I love you so much Spinel"
"How much?"
"More than the entire world a thousand times over"
"Do you want to be with me forever?"
"Forever ever"
She smiles a somewhat sad, someone happy, relieved smile, and rests her head back on my chest. I know she still has insecurities. I push her off my chest and climb on top of her, gently kissing her cheek, then her neck, and then her collarbone. I progress to her small but perfect breasts, her stomach, and hips. Eventually my face is between her thighs, and at the edges of her thong. She runs her fingers through my hair as she tries to suppress moans.

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hahaha really??
I guess it's okay, you should like it a lot
I like the character but I don't get jealous
i really feel like steven right now
you know
like shit, depressed and stuff
hahaha nice nice
I wish it were real
the world is very boring

>We are co-dependent

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Yeah, the problem is I think it looks super cute, but I'm not him. I wish it was me I stead of him.

Also, I have depression, but I didn't really feel like I related to Steven, or anyone else in the movie. And I've only seen clips from the show.

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life is good for some people
for others, life is hell
as we are both in this place, I think we know the answer
I think you should look for a hobby, you should watch the 5 seasons of steven universe, the movie and steven universe future
it's a good cartoon
another thing you can do is go out to look for women
I don't like noise, so it is difficult to leave for me
Many women like me, but I don't like them, and the 2 women I like are just like Connie, shit
if we are lucky, someday we can find a spinel
that is, we are still alive, the game continues

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Hey user!
How was your day?
I heard this on the radio and immediately thought of you

youtu.be/asY-2HWqpGM

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For you.

Meant this

I am hoping to get back into my hobbies and eventually dating, but the second one is going to take some time.

You'll loveagain
You just need to find someone
Someone who treats you better
Someone who wants you around
Someday
Somewhere
Somehow
You're gonna feel found

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Thanks user! I went out to eat with a friend, helped him move some furniture, then went to my favorite record store go see if they had any Spinel merchandise. They didn't. I listened to other friends again on loop during my run. Tomorrow is back to therapy.

How was your day?

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oyesss baby

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Image saved. Thank you user!

Quiet.
Haven't really done much, cleaned up/shaved and have been just drinking/smoking all day.
Glad yours went well, sucks about the merch though.
Maybe try Amazon?
I wish there was more music involving her, I've heard that one a billion times now lol.

I bite her thong and use my mouth to pull it to the side. My breath on her pussy causes her to gasp, and tug at my hair. I reach up to hold her hands as I bury my face between her legs, gently sucking and flicking her clitoris with my tounge, and burning my tounge as deep between her labia as I can for a few moments at a time in between.

Then she yells out, "I CANT TAKE IT ANY MORE". She has a crazed look in her eyes as she pulls me up towards her. Nevermind that my mouth and chin are covered in her own vaginal juices, she begins kissing me passionately and moving her tounge all around in my mouth. She hastily reaches down for my erect penis and tries to guide it into her. I pull back. "What do you want?" I ask
"I want it", she half mumbles, half whispers, trying to pull me into her again.
I resist again, "what do you want?"
Fully crazed now, she screams, "I WANT YOU INSIDE ME!"

at that precise moment I push myself inside her, and kiss her passionetly to suppress her gasping. We're both in sheer ecstacy.

I come inside her, and we don't bother to clean it up. A little bit leaks out onto the sheets, but she falls asleep with my come still in her as we hold each other closely.

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There’s a good spinel cosplayer (foxberricosplay) on insta (obviously the means . )

Fuck, me too, I'm going to listen to it a billion more. Her voice is soooooo sexy.

I might order one. I had a gift card to that store though, so it kind of was easier to get myself to go check. I really got my hopes up for it though. I was really hoping I could show up back to rehab with a Spinel figurine and when asked what it was proudly explain she is my favorite movie charachter. The thought of putting it a little more out into the open kind of got me feeling good. I don't have to tell everyone all the depraved shit, I can keep that in my head and on Yas Forums, but for a moment I was thinking I don't have to hide it completely, I could let people know I really like her charachter and music.

I'm kinda afraid to watch the film now desu
Ever since my trip, I feel fear having to sit down and watch anything more than a few seconds involving her. It just makes my skin crawl.
I mean, don't get me wrong, she was beautiful and kind from what I "saw" of her, but that look on her face was fucking haunting man.

I guess it kinda forced me into my head involving her, like seeing her outside of my head makes me experience that again and I don't want to think about her hurting like how I "saw" her.
You're stronger than me, friend.

I saw it. Wasn't really my thing. Thanks for mentioning it though user! Interested to know if any other Anons were into that.

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Never liked cosplay.
I don't think I ever will.

can someone tell me why this exists

I'ma go ahead and repost my FF for a refresher and add to it

"Hold me" she whispers into my ear as I slowly start to embrace her
She never acted this way before, we've always been close but lately we're connecting in a way I never thought I could
"user, do you love me?" She coos, the words echo like a scream of painful adulation in my mind at the fear of having to tell her
"Spinel, I.. I love you"
She appears shocked at first, like she couldn't believe that I had said it, but I could see in her eyes as the tears welled up that it's what shes been so desperately wanting to hear
As she begins to cry, through the tears I hear her mumble
"I... I love you too user"

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I m crying now, almost sobbing in her arms, inconsolable.
Ive never wept like this, but I feel like I can with her.
"How can you... Love me?? I don't dese-"
She snaps out of her tears, near instantly and instead is bearing the grimace of someone who's not to be trifled with, she puts her hands on both sides of my head and forces me to make eye contact with her kaleidoscope eyes
"user, I don't just say things, okay? Regardless of how you feel about it, I love you and that's that. "
I pull her tighter into my chest, hoping she can feel just how much I love her through the strength of my hug

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I don't know what to say user.

This morning I watched this scene this scene at least 5 or 6 times.

youtu.be/b_BX6syVf4k

Her voice calms me down. And her facial expressions make me feel good. Like I said last time, this is one of the reasons I'm scared to even think about tripping to try to see her.

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Post more of your fan fics!

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We start walking home, she had mentioned that she wanted to show me something and the night was getting cold.
As we're walking, she turns to me and smiles,
"user, how long have we known each other?"
"Uhh... Maybe 4 months right? "
" It's been 114 days user, 114 of the best days of my life"
She's stopped now, staring intently at me, I worry about what to say
"Mine too" is all I manage before she's upon me
UGH I grunt as she playfully yet forcefully pushes me to the ground and kneels over me
"user your love is all I've ever needed, all I've ever wanted... Now that we're here, together, our fates will always be merged"
She's slowly moving her face to mine, my heart is racing... Is she truly going to kiss?
Our lips interlock, like a lock and key
Dude that triggered me hard, I wouldn't recommend tripping to see her in hindsight it definitely fucked with my head a bit.
I'm still madly in love with her, but now anxiety is tied to that love and it inherently saddens me.

I feel her tongue, greedily push past my teeth, inside my mouth with a ferocity I haven't known from a woman.
As I begin to make pace with her, she begins to softly moan as if the mere act of kissing could bring her to climax
I pull away, her hunting for my lips as I speak
"Please, im not ready hun, I just want to be held Spinel"
Without missing a beat, she puts her lips to the inside of my neck and whispers
"Okay user... Okay. I trust you. Our lives are becoming one user, our love; incorruptible. So long as the gleam in your heart for me burns we can't go astray"
I'm genuinely moved by this, who is this new Spinel?
Shes talking less and less like a friend and more and more like a lover.

I am! :)

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We get up from laying on the ground, as I'm knocking the grass from my jeans I watch her face intently as she waxes poetic about the chemical reactions that cause love
"Spinel, I love to hear your voice but nows not the time. It's getting late and we need to get inside before it gets too cold"
At first she looked at me with a contemptuous eye, angry for interrupting her. It slowly turns into that wry grin that ensnared me hopelessly so few precious months ago
"Yeah user... It is gonna get cold soon, we should make it back"
She breaks out in a sprint, I'm not horribly out of shape but I simply can't keep up
As she leaves my view, I slow to give myself time to register what just occurred
We had been close for a while, but today was like nothing before
Holding her.. Feeling our hearts beat as one.. Her taffy-like tongue borderline gagging me with it's length.. what are we now? Friends? Lovers?
As make my way onto her patio, I can hear her inside playing guitar and singing with that painful melancholy voice
"Goin to California with an aching... In my heart... Lalalalala"
I spark a cigarette and breathe in the cool night air as I ponder what I'm going to say when I go inside

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As I step through the door she continues playing with her back to me, I stay quiet so I can listen. I pick up on that she's getting emotional and that she's hurting; her voice begins to waver
"To find a queen without a king.. they say she plays guitar and cries, and sings... Lalalala"
"Side a white mare in the footste-"
"Hey Spinel?" I say as softly as I dare
She immediately stops, looks back to me with tears running down her beautiful cheecks
"Yes, user?"
"Can I play with you? I don't think I ever told you but I play... "
I'm casually trying to get her to open up this hidden side of her to me. She's never expresses herself musically to me before and her voice, her voice... reverberating through my heart like the pluck of a harpstring, has shaken me to my core.

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"user.. don't worry about it.... You don't need to do that" she mumbles like the funeral dirge of someone that's been thrown by the wayside one too many times
"Spinel I want to, please?"
As I say this, I walk over to where she is seated and lean down to grab her guitar
She's watching me, transfixed as a deer that's been caught in headlights, but as I begin to lean back up she takes her arms around my waist and pulls me to her
"user, I need to finish what I was saying to you earlier.." she says, putting her lips to my forehead as she rises
" I.. I don't know how else to say this but here goes nothing... user I need you in my heart. These last few months have truly healed my aching soul, and I want you to know that you're the love of my life"
Shock. I feel as if someone is ringing a giant Bell in my head as I wrap my arms around her and pull her to me, placing my head onto her shoulder we're both standing in a complete embrace
As she continues, she begins to full on sob in-between words in such a painful manner that it makes me want to vanquish the pain from this woman's heart.. forever if I could..
"I need you user!" She's beginning to shake with the intensity of her sobs
"Spinel, I need you more than you could ever know, you are my heart, it beats for you and no other"
As I say this she slowly pullzher head back until we're looking into each other's eyes close enough to smell the gum she was chewing earlier, close enough to see the intoxication of love in her eyes and I know she can see it in mine

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If you were any other user I'd tell you to cope.

I hope you make peace with it though. Right now she's my escape to comfort. I'm not sure what I'd do if I start developing anxiety about it. Maybe it's an eventuality I'll have to face. But for now, keep posting fan fic!

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>I feel her tongue, greedily push past my teeth, inside my mouth with a ferocity I haven't known from a woman.
>As I begin to make pace with her, she begins to softly moan as if the mere act of kissing could bring her to climax

Damn user, I'm watching a movie with two friends and a 3d girl, and that got me straight diamonds. Heart is beating hard and fast right now.

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I break eye contact with her, and she pounces
"user.. I hurt SO fucking BAD"
Her voice is as shrill as a trains brakes, scratching my ears as she begins to wail
" Why.. why did this have to happen user??"
"Spinel I-"
" WHY WONT YOU LOVE ME?!?!"
Her embrace suddenly becomes a vice around my waist, and in a moment I'm lying on the ground ontop of what was her coffee table
"Spinel stop!! What are you talking about??? I said I love you how could you forget so soon?
"LIAR"
She grabs me by my ankle and slams me into the wall with the force of an angered goddess
I'm slowly losing consciousness from the attack, but as I slip into black I see her crying over me repeating fervently
"Oh God oh God oh God I'm sorry user, please wake up.... Wake up..... wake up... wake....... up...."

Kek I wouldn't want it any other way, I'll get over it and be back to loving her like usual after a while. Ig I'm just susceptible to dissociatives/psychedelics.
Every trip I've ever had was weird, so ig it's just something in my brain.
I will!

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Lmao thanks!

>the next morning

I awaken to the light breaths of Spinel, deep in slumber.
I'm in her arms, her grip is too tight for me to get out of without waking her.
I decide to try and clear the fog of what happened yesterday, my head pounding the entire time
"She.. loves me? But, she hit me?"
As Im thinking, listening to the rhythmic sounds of her inhalation, I decide to wake her up
"Hey, Spinel, wake up hu-"
Her eyes flash open, almost as if she's been awake this entire time and feigning sleep.
"Good mornings user, how are you feeling lovey?"
Slightly irritated at the question, I remain silent
" Ohh cmon now user, so I got a little carried away last night... Why are you looking at me like that?"
My countenance shifted from what was mild irritation to full anger, but knowing I'm still wrapped in her arms I dare not provoke her
"Spinel, love, you really hurt me last night... Why would you hurt me? How could you...? "
Her eyes soften into a teary mess of emotion
" user, I hurt.. when you looked away, it out me right back to where I was before I met you. I thought I had lost you. "
" Spinel, you can't start hurting me like that over little things otherwise you're going to kill me. I love you, wholly, but if you can't control your anger I'll be dead before the end of the week"
The prospect of losing me seemed to snap sense back into her, her face shifts to one of regretful sadness
"user... I'm sorry..."
"It's okay hun"
As she begins nuzzling into the crick of my neck, I sigh a sigh of relief

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I bet you liked the scene where she flipped on Steven and then had a breakdown.

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She slowly puts her hand onto the back of my head and begins nudging my face twords hers
In a flash, she's inside of me again
As I feel her tongue slowly make it's rounds inside my mouth, I can feel her other hand slowly work its way down my back, slowly caressing my sore muscles in a way only a lover could
We unlock lips, she grins her wide, silly grin and says
"Are you ready for me now user?"
I can see the glimmer in her eyes, I know what she wants and as I wonder if I even have a choice she begins to massage my groin through my underwear
"Ohhh, Spinel" I let out a cry of love as she slowly works her tentacle-like fingers around my genitals
"Ohh user" she repeats coyly, never breaking eye contact with me
We start back on kissing, all the while I'm being stroked by her rubber-like hand on my dick
I feel my orgasm coming
"Ohhhh god Spinel..." I moan as I let out my seed all into her waiting hand
"Oh God is right, user" she says with a wry smile, I watch her slowly rub the semen into her mouth, still smiling that big silly smile.
She swallows, a comically large gulp and then whispers into my ear
"user, let's go out again today, I want to show you something
Confused, but anxious to get our day going, I agree with her
"Where are you taking me Spinel?"
"I'm taking you to my heart user, you'll see."

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im gonna shoot that skinny pink fuck

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Ngl I did lol

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The morning is crisp and dewey, cooler than usual. But we have the flames in our hearts to ride us by.
As we make our way to a small creek, she sits on a rotten log and dips her toes gingerly into the water
As I watch her contemplating the temperature, she looks up to me and with the midmorning sun gleaming in her eyes she says
"user, have a seat with me"
As I sit down I can feel the wa6of her body radiating like a furnace
She slowly looks to me
"user, ever since what happened... What happened with Steven and his friends I just don't know who I am anymore."
As she looks away from me and up to the sky she begins to weep
"user, Ive been broken, my heart shattered, and I need to know if you can be the glue that puts it back together"
I feel my heart jump in into my throat, she honestly wants me to be with her? Permanently?
"My life has been shit, user, I don't need hurt again. I need to know that you're mine. That you'll be here with me, always"
I say, with the utmost compassion and calm that I can muster with my fluttering heart
"You're my life hun, I could never do anything to hurt you. I'm your, and you're my present and future, what happened has happened Spinel and that's that. The past. It doesn't exist Spinel, don't let what doesn't exist ruin what's happening in your life in the present"
As I finish my sentence, she turns to me and with a weak laugh she blurts
"Are you ready to see my heart user? "
" Spinel, every choice I've made has led me to you. Of course I'm ready."
And now that we're all caught up, I'll whip up a few more paragraphs over the next 20 or so minutes and post em as I finish them.
What you guys think so far?
Anywhere to improve?

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ive seen your threads a few times now user, is there a place i can read this from start to finish?

I'm not even much of a blowjob guy but God I want that so much.

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Sadly not, I've only ever posted FF in this thread.
It isn't finished, either.

#MeToo

ah gotcha. will be reading tho, its really good so far.

I have everything so far on a Google drive right now, but want to keep it anonymous. Any suggestions?

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Wait, didn't realize you were talking to the other FF user.

YES! NEW CONTENT

I personally like less violent, and minimum comical stretchiness, but I think that's just me. You do you user.

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Spinel rises from her seat, towering above me like an ancient sentinel, forgotten by all and found by me.
She turns her back to me, and in a strained whisper says
"Okay user, I'm gonna do it.. I'll start."

She spontaneously breaks out into song, as she begins she starts to turn my way.
"Suddenly, my love, is standing beside me.."
" He don't give me orders.. don't condescend"
Wait... I know this song!
As she continues to sing, staring into my eyes like a hypnotist and his study, I think of the time to jump in with her.
"Sweet understanding... Our love don't end.."
I sidle close to her, and as I wrap my arms around her broken soul I begin to sing
"Tell me this feeling, lasts till Forever"
"Tell me the bad times, are clear washed away! "
Smiling with the recognition that I picked up what she was singing, she belts with the intensity of a siren;
"Please understand that.. it's so strange and frightening.. for losers like I've been it's so hard to say.. "
We begin to duet, both if us sing/sobbing without any shame because we know that we were meant for each other
"Suddenly, my love, has purified me... Suddenly my love.. has shown me I can... Learn how to be more... The love that's inside me... With sweet understanding... Our love never ends. "
As we finish, we stare into each other's hearts with the intent of one that wants to love forever.
(Sung to the tune of "Suddenly, Seymour")

Sorry it took so long, I'm with mixed company lol

As she takes a breath from exertion, we break our embrace and begin to hold hands.
"user... I never thought.. I never thought I would be worth the love that I've always wanted. But you... You make me feel like I deserve your love.. does that make any sense? "
" Spinel, love doesn't have to make sense... It's love, my love! "
I say this with the strongest smile I can muster, and she giggled back
"Well if love is love then let's make love!"
"Wait Spinel n-"
OOF
She shoves me to the ground, and begins to ravage my body with the fervor of an addict surfing carpet for her fix
"Spinel, please love no-"
She puts her finger to my mouth and whispers lovingly
"Love, this is mine now. Don't deny me your love. Now hush my pet"
As we begin to kiss, my heart wonders how long it can take beating this hard.

MORE!

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>"Love, this is mine now. Don't deny me your love. Now hush my pet"

perfect

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I gotta take a dab for inspiration, I'll hang out in the thread but it's gonna be about ~30 minutes before I crank out another

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YESYESYESYESYES

LET HER HAVE IT! YOU CAN OVERCOME WHATEVER DEEP INSIDE YOU IS HOLDING YOU BACK FOR HER! DO IT FOR HER user!

YOU CAN HEAL EACH OTHER WITH LOOOOOOOOOOVE!

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ARUUUUGHHHHHH IM LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGG ARRRRRRRUUUUGHGHHGHHUUUIUUUUUGHHHHH

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What the fuck is this bloodless pink nonsense that has you acting like such total faggots?

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It's called love user. Love.

Shut up, Harry the Hedgehog.