Fantasies about Spinel have been coming and going.
Last night some relationship stuff I had been repressing for years really started to come out again. Todays therapy session was hard, we got into some stuff from the military I had been in denial about for a while.
I feel myself wanting to run away into the comfort of Spinels arms and let my troubles drift away.
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Sup bro
Trip went weird man
It was fucking weird.
I wasn't ready lol.
How are you?
Use filters newfag
You said the space elves made her for you?
I've got a few more obligations to take care of today, but I'm going to write the fuck out of some emotional fan fiction tonight. I just had to post up because I woke up today just wanting to run away with Spinel, and after therapy the feeling only got stronger. I just wanted comfort and love.
She was there man
I took ~15 Benadryl and drank 3 bottles of robatussin
Like, I'd close my eyes and could see clearly, but there were people all around my house. I could speak to them, feel them, and hear them, but when I opened my eyes they were gone.
Spinel showed up after about an hour and a half of wandering around my house/yard.
She was happy to see me, but I don't think we're as emotionally compatible as I had hoped.
I could feel alot of anger mixed with the love, and it was terrifying.
I swear man, they were there. She was there. Realist trip I've ever had.
Good luck on the obligations, I'm still glowing from the trip so I'm just recovering today. I'll be here.
Wait, so are you different from the DMX user, or is the diphenhydramine a different method you tried?
That definetly sounds better. I still wouldn't boof Benadryl to see her. I've just been focusing on her before sleep and seeing her in my dreams.
*DMT. Or wait, was it DMX. Am I just confused?
We decided on DMX in that thread
I'm the other FF user as well
DMX is different than DMT, it's closer to getting high on ketamine.
I think you're just confused lol
It was definitely fucking weird tho, I'm still trying to digest what happened yanno?
Tell me more about what you did with her.
What did you do with her?
What was the anger? What was the love?