I did 4 oxy 30s and drank this today and am barely even intoxicated
I like/love that she can give unconditional love.
I see that in myself, I've given it but never received it.
user, believe it or not but I'm comfortable with my sexuality, being told that I'm loves is all that matters, regardless of gender.
Thank you. That helps.
Sometimes , like now, it just feels like I'm fighting for a feeling that doesn't exist outside of my own heart yanno?
Ive never felt loved. Ever. Maybe that's why I'm so fucked, but I've never been told those words. Not by mom, dad, lovers, or anyone. Never.
I just want that warm feeling that everyone else gets.
Hey, heres a thought, why don't you go up to a cop and grab his gun?
I heard that they'll give you money if you do that.
Fucking kys asshole, I meant it metaphorically, like I can't articulate that I need help un-anonymously.
Whats that saying?
"Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"
Dont romanticise love. Its as cruel as it is benevolent. You can look at it as a chemical reaction or make it seem as its the only thing in the world that matters.
Why cant you turn to your family? Talk to them about something you're proud of. remind them of some good times together. A part of you may reignite.