the corona shit isnt letting me do anything or go anywhere, i live with my parents and ive always been afraid of learning how to drive, if i order shit off amazon theyre gonna open it and ask me what im up to
had this stuff never been in place i couldve easily taken the bus and gone to the hardware store or some shit goddammit
Hey robros I'm planning to commit suicide this week, i need a good method that isnt too painful...
James Richardson
Ryder Baker
i cant live like this anymore and i cant stop crying, ive never been a crier but i genuinely feel hopeless and worthless and have nobody
Landon Nelson
I haven't tried yet. This is my method for when I decide to go out, which would be when my time of leisure and leeching ends.
That's unfortunate. Can you wait until you can physically buy a rope again or do you want to leave urgently?
Isaiah Stewart
i want to leave as soon as possible but honestly if i have no choice but to go out with more pain then i guess i have to wait
my #1 method wouldve been to jump off something tall but i cant even go outside
Gavin Hernandez
Good actually, I can't help but advise thinking a long time about the decision to commit suicide. Obviously I don't know a thing about your circumstances though. Anyway, you must be quite courageous to pick jumping as your method of choice. I hope whatever you decide delivers you a smooth and painless way out user. You could do some research about partial-supsension hanging in the meantime.
Noah Foster
sanctionedsuicide.com
The OP here used a makeshift rope to kill himself. Killing yourself is totally free as long as you can be left alone and have something to hang it with
Gabriel Gutierrez
I've been planning this for about a year now, i originally planned to have it done by august but that doesnt seem like it will be. ive been researching suicide for years but i still have doubts on whether the methods will work or not
thank you for being understanding, and thank you for the comfy hamsterfragment photos, i hope you find happiness or some gay shit like that
Nathaniel Allen
ive seen this a long time ago but forgot about it, this is reassuring, thank you user
Luke Lewis
I know right, Its totally reassuring that you can kill yourself easily if thing fuck up real hard. My life is alright at the moment but if things go south, I will always have a back up plan
Jacob Robinson
>i live with my parents and ive always been afraid of learning how to drive
Holy shit your parents sound like abusive pieces of trash forcing you to be codependent on them while denying your own boundaries (everybody has a right to have privacy in there lives). I would be sure if some of the ways you act is from what abuse they have done in the past. I'm pretty sure they have scared you into not wanting to drive, like your too much of a "child" and they will use excuses like they have anxiety (only when you need to practice, but are okay being driven by others). Lemme guess, they charge you for everything now since your not a child (rent, bills, etc.). If you don't think you can pull off suicide, (best ways are hanging/shooting yourself, but if anything it requires time not being found out or you can become a vegetable or disfigured), then you might get Warded into a mental hospital and be treated as a criminal because you were taking your own life (personally i think people have a choice to decide if they want to live or not). I think if you are young enough and decide not to go through, get help. Maybe relatives might be able to help you out, maybe some therapy if you think you've been abused (you might be excusing them to blame yourself) Its okay to learn things to to make yourself independent. You are not your parent's toy or safety net so they have somebody who can devote most of their time taking care of their old crusty ass. I'm not talking about from an armchair perspective but from my own experiences.
>t. escaped 32 yo khv that has CPTSD from an abusive mother that made him isolated and codependent on her for years just so she could get free money from her "charging" for stuff, else she threaten to be kicked out and homeless.
I personally have some rope and bought a shotgun recently. it calmed me i have a way out if i feel like things get extremely bad. Maybe when my cptsd triggers an episode so bad might be an opportunity