The final blackpill is that suicide is an optional method of an inevitable ending.
Emmengard’s Suicide Scale
>even the suicide scale guy has friends
Had been 8 for a long time, went from it to 9 one morning, then took meds, therapy and generally changed my outlook on life. But I odn't think I'll ever go under 5.5; there just isn't any joy in my life.
How willing would the typical suicidal person be interested in a painless death facilitated by a third party? You pay what you can and I'll put a painless bullet in the back of your head. You can either choose a time or it can be totally random. I'm sure there's a market for this.
floating around 5 and 6, pretty sure that's where most people on this site are.
I'd say like 65%. 25% worse than those, 10% better.
Probably around a four or a five. Don't really ever feel like killing myself but it is an intrusive thought.
Where would I be on the scale if I don't think about suicide at all, but I tend to have tics where I mutter that I want to kill myself as a response to awkward or embarassing memories?
This is just a scale for people who HAVE someone to tell. Regardless, I did once get to the point where I was planning on committing suicide and stayed there for about a week. Eventually I drifted back into the apathetic haze.
I was at a 7 at the end of last year, but now I'm down to a 3. Sometimes things do get better.