Jesus christ where do you live? Is it really that bad?
OP looks like an apartment in Japan.
Most Americans would actually look down on this and consider it undesirable (too small, cramped, overpopulated)
Why dont you fit into society?
Xavier Hall
Jackson Cox
I know I'm gonna get hate for this but I can blend in for very short bursts but it never lasts. I'm good looking, charming and have been engaged. I am extremely violent, suicidal and a diagnosed schizophrenic and nobody wants to put up with that shit. My fiance left when I started jamming a knife in my arm while cooking her dinner, I was mad at the time but realize it was a breaking point for her..
Grayson Campbell
i dont because im too apathetic but i pretend to. i think im doing a pretty good job because i think people view me as a pretty normal person
Henry Smith
good. mentally ill losers should be isolated and abandoned.
Carson Howard
Bad at math, lacked good personal hygiene habits as a kid, most of my childhood friends moved away, played video games but not the right kind that everyone else plays.
I was unironically too intelligent to be a normalfag but too stupid to be useful or exception in any area. I over-complicate simple things and over-simplify complicated things.
I under estimate myself where it matters and over estimate myself where it doesn't.
When I go to bed I just focus on all the great things I'll never have in life and imagine myself nearer to them, not out of depression but as a form of escapism. I'm happy to imagine that, it puts me in a good place because I know in reality I'll always underachieve no matter how much I out perform along the way.
I also had a moment where I stared myself in the face 60 years from now and know for a fact I'll die alone and forgotten.
Evan Diaz
I don't often get praise for my accomplishments so I don't feel like I've ever done anything worth while. As a result, I don't react well to praise, typically thinking it is not genuine. I have never felt like I have impressed anyone.
Carson Cruz
I've moved to 4 different states, had at least 10 jobs, went to so many high schools, colleges, started over so many times in my life that it's damaged me psychologically
What's the point of making friends and fitting into society when you're just gonna start over? Whats the point of anything long term?
Asher Perry
I can fit in with society. However, I don't like people, it disgusts me when people try to "bond" with me, and I'm am repulsed by physical contact with others.
People can't help but like me for some reason though.
Caleb Morales
Because I don't laugh, and don't have any interest in making small talk. People say they get the feeling they annoy me. So basically everyone hates me even though all I do is mind my own business.
Jordan Thompson
bad social anxiety. It is impossible for me to open up to people and talk about things I like with them. most of my interests aren't normal so I have almost nothing in common with normies, and the few things I do have in common I'm still afraid to talk about because anxiety. even if I have a good story I could tell, or thoughts about a movie/anime I recently watched, I refrain because I know I will fuck up the delivery and it will be more cringe than anything. so I basically don't ever speak in society unless spoken to, and when spoken to I cower like a fucking mouse. I am very lucky to have the few friends that I have now, because I have no idea how they befriended me in the first place.
as for studies/career, I recently dropped out of uni due to social anxiety, I couldn't take it anymore. I work a dead end minimum wage job that I've had since high school, and even that is nightmare anxiety fuel for me (it's not even retail). I've realized long ago that I'm not going anywhere in life, and it doesn't matter how smart I could be or how good-looking I could be because I don't have a fraction of the communication/social skills of a normal person.