Letter thread

How do I deserve?

You don't I am just blowing off steam

D,
My emotions are not stupid. They are a part of who I am. You were never comfortable with them, so I hid them. Now I can't continue to keep it inside and you ridicule me for it.
Fuck you and fuck this relationship. You never cared enough to try and I'm tired of trying for the both of us.
-C

I deeply regret getting to know you. I deeply regret giving you the benefit of the doubt. You are a bog-standard entitled sheltered middle class white girl with bog-standard middle class white girl delusions of hardship. In the unlikely event that our paths cross again, I will endeavor to do everything I can to make your life miserable. Live forever.

D

Hope your family is doing ok.

K

You were my friend, but I have to call time. You can't even muster up the effort and/or courage to own up to avoiding me. I've tried, but its not worth trying when the other party prefers to avoid even the most basic of conflict, even if that conflict leads to a closer understanding. You'll always have a place in my heart that nobody else ever will...but I just wish this could have lasted a lifetime. Good luck.

J

I dreamt of you last night, and I remembered what it was like to be in love. It's the only drug I've ever been on, and it's just as debilitating. Still, it was an experience I'd trade nothing else for, and I miss you.

So am I to take this as you want me to fuck off, which I totally get if that's your intent. What I don't understand is the emotional narrative rollercoaster you're putting out. I wish you had been more clear with me. I would of listened and left if that was what you said you wanted. I'm sorry if I bothered you that much. I really didn't mean to cause harm.

Dear J,
If you don't like me anymore just break it off. I can handle it, if that's what you're worried about. I don't want to be your practice relationship or plaything. Either you're serious about us or not. You've been so quiet, maybe you're just busy but I don't know. I'm nervous about reaching out and annoying you.
-J

I was triggered boy me comes throws fit. I love em to death be nice to him :p

everyone was bullying me today. They are always bullying me. I was super mad. I feel better sorry.

Hey C,
Hope you like me as much as I like you so far. I get worried that my questions get annoying. I hope they don't. You don't really ask me questions too often so I doubt you're too into me, but I like learning more and having you explain things to me.
I understand that it's gonna take time, but I hope to open you up more down the line. But hey, it's early yet. I really enjoy your company.
Empty pleasures, D

It's a coincidence we share initials, this isn't aimed at you I'm sure.

I'm sorry if I misunderstood. Boy you is great form to give a wollop. welcome anytime. I just would never want to assume your part. It would be helpful for me if you would be direct. Honesty is important to me. I don't want to be dishonest with you.